3/7/08

It’s another Joseph rant.  If you don’t want to hear me cuss and cry then move along.

He is moving in with his girlfriend.  You tell me you cheated on me a week ago and now you are moving in with some bitch.  I don’t fucking know why I expected anything else.  You didn’t respect me enough to not cheat on me then, why would you respect me enoug not to break my heart now.

Why do I care?  Why is this fucking bothering me.  Oh, maybe it had to do with she has a 9 year old son.  Yeah, that’s part of it.  You can;t get your daughter when you are supposed to, but you can play daddy to some other kid?  She is going to hate you so very much in a few years.  You are only bringing this on yourself.  If she really mattered to you, you would find a way to spend time with her.  You should remember that this is all of your own making.

I don’t want to care.  I don’t want to hurt over this.  He couldn’t keep his dick to himself.  He didn’t care enough to love me right.  Why does it hurt?  God, get out of my fucking head.  Stay out of my fucking life.

Brandy says I should tell him to sign away his rights to her.  Wouldn’t that be great?  She wouldnt care.  She hates going over there.  She begs to come home as soon as they get there.  When he took her last week, he had to tell her that he would take her to Braum’s just to get her in the car.  Why doesn’t he see what he is doing to her?  She’s not stupid.  She will make up her mind in time.  Stupid fucker.

I can’t stand him.

Y’all take care,

Mandy

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