2/15/08

I feel very whiney and blah today. 

Brandy went to Oklahoma with Shithead.  I already don’t like him and the she goes to have fun without me.  Pffttt, see if I give him a chance now.  She doesn’t even fucking like to go gambling.

I was supposed to go spend time with Joseph tonight.  We are supposed to be working on things, but he blew me off for his brother.  Fine.  Whatever.  I’m getting tired of trying.

I told Granny that I was maybe thinking of trying for a four year college and medical school in a couple of years.  I’m fascinated with fixing and helping people.  She told me I was getting to coocky and needed to stop getting my hopes up.  You know, I realize I’m too old to be wanting things, but I didn’t think I was to stupid to at least try.  Then she said, well you’ll have to find a way to finance it.  I know its pretty far fetched, but fuck, shiouldn’t you encourage me.  Seh told me she didn’t think I shoukld try to be anything more than an RN.  WTFever.  RN’s aren’t lowly and neither am I, damnit.

I’m so sleepy.  I’m going to bed.  I’m tired of being bitchy.

Y’all take care,

Mandy

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