Just Call Already

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Why is it so hard to make the call?  I got the number to a lawyer.  I’ve picked up the phone and dialed the number three times only to hang right back up.

He’s stupid.  He’s an asshole.  He makes me miserable.  He makes lame excuses not to see his child.  He tryies to sleep with my sister.

And I can’t just end it.  Why?  What is wrong with me?  Why do I feel guilty for ignoring his calls all week?  Why can’t I feel like its only his fault?  Why is it my fault?  Why can’t I hate him?

Y’all take care and hug those babies tight.

 

Mandy

 

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Do what feels right…. *hugs*

August 19, 2006

The only fault you have is that you love this man but trust me, it’s very easy to fall out of love with someone, just takes time. I think that you hang up the phone to the solicitor because it will finally be real and no going back. If you can’t make the call, can you get your Mum to do it and you turn up to the appointment? *hugs*

im praying for u sweetie !! knbow that u have me behind you all the way!!1 love and hugs!!!! natalie`

August 26, 2006

There really shouldn’t be any hate in your heart. The sister thing is way wrong. But you’re strong… you’ll be fine.