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♥ Well, what can I update on since I was here last?

♥ My doctor is finally retiring- officially. He’s already retired twice with parties and all, but this time he’s sending out letters to his patients. This means I officially don’t have a family doctor anymore. On one hand- it’s good because other doctors in this town won’t accept patients who already have a family doctor. On the other hand- my doctor holds the most clients in our town and now we are ALL without a doctor. Apparently, according to my grandparents (who shared the same doctor) the other doctors in town are already filling up fast, meaning finding a new doctor will be a hellish nightmare.

♥ Ed is finally starting to feel better after his surgery. For those that asked, he had a Chiari Malformation (Google it) and they needed to literally cut part of his brain out.  This is what his head looked like about 4 days after surgery:


The staples are out now and I guess the swelling has gone down. I wouldn’t actually know since I haven’t SEEN him in 3 WEEKS.

♥ Ed and I had a huge conversation this morning. As mentioned, it’s been 3 weeks since I’ve seen him and communication lately has been so lacking. There are days when I hear NOTHING from him, and I find that incredibly frustrating. It takes 2 seconds to answer an email or send a quick text to let me know how you are. I’m not asking for much. Anyway, I sent him an email Sunday night cause I hadn’t heard from him all weekend and I let him know how I was feeling and asked him what was going on with him and whether I was overreacting and he just needed time to recover from surgery. It took him over 24 hours to reply and I was FUMING by the time he did because I found out he had been chatting up this other girl (I think I mentioned "Tiff" in another entry). He texted me this morning and I pretty much gave him short, one word answers to his questions and he knew right away I was not happy. We talked it out and things are better now. He actually TALKED to me today, which was nice. We have plans to FINALLY see each other tomorrow and because he knows he’s on thin ice, I think it will actually happen.

♥ umm…My life is seriously not that interesting at the moment.