“complicated”

♥ It’s complicated alright. Complicated, but the bottom line stays the same. He is married.

So, I don’t even know where to begin. My head is swimming, I feel a bit out of sorts.

As far as things go in my life, this was definitely one of the hardest moments. It’s made me take a look at my own life and my own past experiences in a way I’ve never thought of before. 

I am truly conflicted. 

I can’t find words to explain it all right now. I have to process it first.