NJM 6 – 2 years

 Dear Diary;

I almost forgot how sucky Novembers have been for this family until I got on facebook this morning and was reminded by this post from my cousin:
 

It`s been two years since I lost my dad to cancer. It`s been two years since i`ve seen his face. It`s been two years since i`ve felt his arms wrapped around me. And its been two years since i`ve felt 100% happy. R.I.P Daddy. You`ll never know how much i loved you.. and how much i need you. Love you forever and always daddy. ♥

 Tears? You bet.
November 6th is one of those days I just wont ever forget, you know? I made it sound like I had forgotten just now, but I didn’t. I couldn’t. It’s not just the anniversary of my Uncle’s death, but also of my Grandpa’s. And guess what- in two days, it’s the anniversary of my Grandma’s passing too. Oh joy, November is great. In the middle of all the death is my youngest cousin’s birthday. Tomorrow he turns 7 and I’m taking him (along with my other cousin, the one who wrote the above) skating and teaching him how. It should be a good day.

Anyway.. enough sadness.

I’m having more shoe troubles. I have to find a pair for work that are comfortable, look nice and are non-slip. Do you know how hard that is for someone with size 11 feet? Especially this time of year when you know that you’ll need boots soon. Fuck me. mom ordered me a pair from Sears and they came today- but they suck and they’re not comfortable, so they’re going back.

I just looked out the window and it’s snowing.

I came home from work yesterday and started the fire because it was cold in here- and I was determined to get a good fire going. I had that thing so fired up that it burned all night and into the morning. When we got up this morning it was still going!! huzzah! I threw a couple more logs on and away I went.

None of our tv’s are working today, which is strange. We haven’t figured that out yet.