minor panic attack

 Dear Diary;

I had a minor panic attack today when it set in that I don’t have a car I can drive anymore. The timing is just… horrible. Now I have to depend on my parents (ugh) to drive me to and from camp this summer which completely blows. I don’t have the freedom I had before- I can’t pack up my car and leave when I want. Erin depended on me last year to drive her to and from camp and now I can’t offer that any more. When I’m at camp- my car won’t exist so I can’t be depended on as an emergency vehicle anymore (which is a really, really bad thing- being wellness coordinator and all) so I’m worried about that. Ugh. It just sucks big time that my car is officially retired.

Breathe.