The last time..

 Dear Diary;

The last time I felt health- really, honestly, physically healthy was before 2005. That’s a long time for someone to feel like a piece of shit every day.  If it’s not one thing, it’s another. Something is constantly bothering me and making me feel sick. Pardon the pun- but it’s a pain.

I’m still sick, btw. I’m big ol’ ball of snot and mucus with a side of ache and pain. Lovely picture, isn’t it? It feels worse.

I have chest pain that won’t go away. It feels like a lump in my chest that just keeps moving around.. it’s heavy and it makes my neck feel like a tree trunk. I can feel it when I cough- but I don’t have to cough to feel it when it gets really bad. Oh, and I should mention that the chest pain started off and on about 6 months ago after my last cold. 

That’s all I really came here for. To complain.  It makes me feel a tad better.

.. and please don’t tell me to see my incompetent, lazy-ass, moron of a doctor.