Thrown off track.

 Dear Diary;

I am exhausted today. I don’t really know why- but I am. It’s not just the way I feel either, it’s the way I look.

My computer decided to crap out on me today- which was a pain in the ass. I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with it now, but it seems to be working temporarily. I turned it on this morning and after it loaded all up- it turned itself off. Then I tried it again and it turned on for about 10 seconds before it shut off. After that- it wouldn’t turn on at all no matter what I did. I kicked it, cussed a few times and left for my appointment at OnTrac to talk about the second career thing.

I might not be eligible for the second career thing after all. Since last year- everyone has come out of the woodwork and decided they liked this idea. What happens when everyone wants a piece of this program? They run out of money. Now there are three stages of assessment to get through before you can get it. I meet the first one- having been laid off and unemployed- but my "score" for the other stuff was an 11 – which the woman said didn’t look too good. Whatever the fuck that means.

I can’t think anymore, I need to sleep now.