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Dear Diary;

♥ I get distracted easily.

♥ I like songs that make me feel something and often they are slow, ballads. Occasionally they are fast and upbeat though.

♥ I listen to Clay Aiken.

♥ I read the Twilight Saga.

♥ I stay up late and sleep until 10am- and I sometimes stay in my pj’s until well after noon.

♥ I collect things and it piles up on my desk and people call me "messy" when they come in my room.

♥ I will tuck the back of my pant leg (if not the whole thing) into my boots so they don’t get wet if it’s rainy or snowy.

♥ I play video games (I quite enjoy Mario games) when I have nothing else to do.

♥ I like to have money so I can buy things- but I’m really picky about the things I buy and will end up saving my cash until I find *just* the right thing.

♥ I will play a song I like over and over and over again if I’m trying to create a mood when I’m painting or writing or just thinking.

♥ I talk to myself. A lot.

♥ When I play games I get incredibly competitive and sometimes my mother refuses to play for that reason. I like to win.

♥ I complain about entertainment news when they talk about the same things over and over (ie: Tiger Woods, Jon & Kate), but I still watch Entertainment Tonight and read People magazines.

♥ I’ve had sex with complete strangers and slept with someone for money once…  or twice.

♥ I like to watch television and will spend most of my day doing just that if/when I don’t have anything else to do. I am capable of walking away though and not missing it when there are better things going on.

♥ I have a food addiction that I haven’t been able to break.

♥ I have size 11 feet – and even though I’m limited to pretty much nothing but Payless- I will try to find the cutest shoes possible.

♥ I have really high expectations for my future, and even though I’m not even remotely close to reaching those expectations- I still keep them high and dream about how great things would be if I was there.

♥ I value my health (whatever is left of it) and even though I’ve tried cigarettes and pot, I will never do it again.

♥ If you put a lighter in front of me, I will play with it and possibly set things on fire.

♥ Deep down I am very practical.

♥ The things that people say or what people think of me are more important to me than I would like them to be.

♥ I enjoy lifes simple pleasures. I’m a child at heart and would rather go play on a playground than go to a bar or club and get drunk.

I’m far from perfect, but this year (or maybe next) I will find someone who likes those things about me, or can at least accept them.