tears

hi. I haven’t been there for while now. and you know what?
it was really stupid decision to leave my diary.

Well I am 17 now. And I am just waiting. Still waiting for better days. They happen to me from time to time.
But being in High School makes me being so busy. And of course school of English three times a week.

But I passed first semester in both of them. : )
Both are some kinds of elite school. My HS is elite because average of all students is 4,14 (!) and it’s one of the best schools in Poland (168th place I think). And the best in my town, so you know. It has to be elite.
My School of English is elite because it has good teachers (from Poland and English-Language countries) and it’s quite expensive, but gives good results.

Well my marks (they will be better for the end of year. I want to have average 4,75)

High School class 1

Subject
Mark

Polish
4

English
5

French

3

History
4

Culture

4

Pre-Economics
4

Defence training
5

PE
6

IT
5

Religion
5

Geography
3

Chemistry
3

Physics
3

Biology
4

Maths

4

School of English class Upper-Intermediate

test’s average
89%

speaking
B

listening
B

writing
B

reading
B

grammar
B

I don’t know if anyone in my group got any ‘A’… or even ‘B/A’.
I had hope for ‘A’ from listening. 🙁 but c’est la vie.

So I have terrible stomach aches. For almost two week’s I wasn’t able to eat anything fat and dairy products.
We don’t know what’s wrong with my stomach. I am so scared. I am crying. My boyfriend is crying.
But we still fight. We still have hope for better days.
I hope they come soon. I am sick of fighting.