Let me breathe

Sorry for being off. I just don’t have free time.
I am doing bad. So tired. I have enough of stairs.
Walking makes me so tired. I am not able to ran for too long time.
I try to be happy but I am coming back into depression again and I don’t know how to help it.
I am sad despite having so lovely people near.
I am happy just only when I am with my real friends who accept me at all and don’t play they do.

I have terrible headache. I feel like my head is going to explode in a minute…

Help.

I am done.

Again.