Today I am stronger…

Hello!
Today I feel better, really.
Actually, yesterday was good too. But I was scared about night, so decided not to be happy too fast.

I am stronger than week ago. I am in good mood, and I have meeting with my new class at 3:30pm. (it’s 1:40pm now and I don’t know what to wear).
I am quite scared about that.
I hope they will be OK.
OK means-no tobacco!
because tobacco is killing me.
it kills my lungs and then me.

Maciek’s parents took him for two weeks to Kuznica (yes, that place I was few days ago).
So I feel quite lonely, but this week I am going to see with my best friends.
They will be in my town FINALLY! 🙂

I am sitting and listening to Scorpions ^.^
I am so angry with myself because I wasn’t on their concert when they were IN MY TOWN!!
Of course there is no way for me to go to different country to watch they performance 🙁
Too dangerous.
Yeap.
World is really dangerous for people like me.
We need to let our family and friends know where we are, and how we feel.
We can’t go for holidays alone.
We can’t close our room’s doors for key.
But we are able to life.
To have dreams.
And to make those dreams come true ^.^

Need to go.
Will write later.

I am afraid.

Mood: 
Pic: me 🙂
Music:
Scorpions – White Dove

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Glad you’re feeling better today and I hope the meeting with your new class is really well and you make new friends for the new school year. It’s OK to be afraid a little. But tuck it away and push forward like you always do and your bravery will take over once again. You have done it many times before and that won’t change for you in the future. I know it. 🙂 RYN: Don’t worry aboutnot being able to note back. Read me, note me, note back whenever you wish. My support won’t change. 🙂 I’m glad my support helps you some. It’s all I can manage from this side of that big ocean inbetween. Haha. 🙂

August 30, 2011

I wonder if you have trouble with your health. When reading your entries, I realize that you usually talk about your health:( Sad_boy.