New school

Hi.
Today I went to my new school, because I needed to give them all necessary information about me 🙂
I am so happy they didn’t ask about my healthy.

So I looked at the list of my new class.
Yeah I am big swot.
They set us from the best to the worst (yeah, the worst in my class could be the best in different school because I am student of the best school in my town AGAIN) and I got 9th place ;D
That’s great news 😉
There is 28 girls and 4 boys in… NOOOOOO!!!!
It’s going to be terrible!
A lot of girls in class means-gossips!
I hate it.
It was my dreamed class.
But there is too much girls.
But if everything goes well I will be in class with Alex (boy from my old class ^.^)
And I am in one school with Maciek, Marcin, Anny, Ann, Emi and a huge group of other people I love ^.^
I looked at some of those people on Facebook… And… Trust me… Some of them are like "OMG It’s so $weet! or cute" And have pics like:
"With my l0verrrrrr!!! I lOvE YoU! <33333"
HELP!

I hope there would be some NORMAL girls.
In other way I’ll just study and talk with my old class mates.
I am scared.
I don’t know if they will accept me and my diseases.
What if they drink alcohol and smoke all the time?
I won’t drink until my 18th b’ day and NEVER smoke, because it would kill my lungs.
A lot of questions and no answers…
Like always.

I am so afraid and don’t know with who to talk about it…
Maciek will be near I know.
But he is scared too.

But school starts in September, so I have time to take care 🙂

Tomorrow I am packing my stuffs, because on Saturday about 6am I am going to Warsaw.
Then on Sunday I am going to Hel, to Kuznica Helska 🙂
And probably I won’t have net-connection :<
But if I have I promise I’ll write there what’s up with me.
And of course I’ll post pictures when I come home and put all of them into my lovely laptop.

I’ll miss you guys…
Maybe I write tomorrow, but I don’t know jet 🙂

Good Night Everyone 😉

Mood:
Pic: cookie ;D
Music: sound of my lungs

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June 30, 2011

awe. be strong little dove.

Hi – I just got back from my trip away and saw your past few entries. I wish I could reach across the wide ocean and give you many, many hugs and get you to feeling completely better! It makes me sad that you do so well and fight and then these setbacks happen. 🙁 I wish there was more I could do. I feel as though I want to do something, ANYTHING, just to get you feeling healthy and … breathing easy! I hope your trip away is good and that it somehow helps with your health. Feel better and write, as always, when you can! *a million hugs and thoughts of support!!!!*