Good Morning!

Night was so hard. :C
I couldn’t sleep so send text to my boyfriend.
Then felt sleepy 🙂

Morning:
-Muuummmyyy! Can Maciek visit me?
-No way!
-Why? Please!
-You have fever, and new infection. It’s too dangerous. I don’t want you to go to hospital.
-We’ll be careful.
-No way. He has cold. You’ll catch new bacterium and go to hospital for weeks.
-Mum. I won’t please!
-Honey. OK. But on Monday.
-Thank You mummy.

So Maciek isn’t there. I miss him. I need he.
I wish he could be there even with mask on his face.
Just to hug me.
Just to be near and watch film with me.
I always feel so lonely when I am sick and sit in bed.
It makes me sick.
I am not breathing like healthy people.
My head will explode in a minute…
I am sick of it.

I will write later.
I have nothing better to do…

PS
I am listening new CD of Piotr Lisiecki.
There is my fav song:

Bye Bye

Evening EDIT

Still sick.
I am so bad.
My lungs don’t work.
I am breathing myself, but I don’t know how long I’ll be able to do it.
I am so scared.
Maciek promised to visit me on Monday.
I hope he’ll be better, because in another case he’ll need to wear mask.
Usually I do it, but now I am sneezing all the time and I can’t clean my nose when I have mask on.
I am so scared…
I am crying.
I feel so lonely…
And sleepy…

Breath please come!

Mood:
Pic: me today morning
Music: Lisiecki look Video