Still breathing…

Hi guys!
I am still breathing.
But it’s hard…
I don’t give up…
I can’t!
There is too many people in the world who need me.

I was thinking about e-learning.
Sometimes it’s really hard for me to be on classes.
Sometimes I feel really sick
And I wanna stay in bed all day long.
But I need meeting with people so I can’t
M. asked me:
"Can you image that if you have had e-learning we wouldn’t be there?"
I have to stop thinking about e-learning.
xD

I know that it’ll help me with recovery…
Because it’s really hard to be healthy and don’t catch anything when I’m in group of about 700 people.

But people give me power!
I feel better when I can go to school and forget about all those stuffs.
When I can laugh.
But sometimes school makes me feel really bad.
When I need to take medics during breaks.
The hardest was taking inhalations.
But after few days I stopped being shy.
I can’t be shy or lie people that everything is OK
They have to accept me for who I am.
With my pills, inhalers etc

I stopped being shy.
Because when I became shy I’ll die because I won’t take my medics. xD
I know that it sounds stupid xD Cuz it’s stupid.

This week will be so hard…
Monday:
*ha ha nothing! it’s 13th so teachers don’t ask us! I love my school!

Tuesday:
*history test

Wednesday:
*EXAM from Humanistic subjects

Thursday:
*EXAM from Maths & Natural subjects
*quiz from chemistry
*read "Balladyna" for Polish lesson

Friday:
*EXAM from English

It’s gonna be hard week.
I am afraid about Thursday’s exam.
It’s gonna be so hard, specially Physic… ;/;/

OMG!
I have forgotten about my Polish text book ;/;/
I leave it at school and we had homework ups!
I have two ways…
1st. tell teacher I didn’t do my homework and get -3p from behaviour (and lost about 15 extra points!)
2nd. ask somebody and copy from sb it ;D
3rd. don’t go to school for 1st and 2nd lesson (can’t be, cuz we have only 5 lessons ;/)
I’ll choice 2nd way xD

How much I love Anna!
She has just send me scans of our text book!
I have to go and do this crazy homework xD

Love You all so much!

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Mood:
Pic: pop-art come back!
Music: Miley Cyrus – When I Look At You