Can you hug me?

Hi!
Everything started on Wednesday evening. I argued with my uncle… Like always. But I felt like I need to cut myself. But I didn’t do it. I haven’t been talking with my uncle since our argument.

I don’t know what I feel. I won’t be EMO again… I won’t cut myself. I hate cutting. Really. But sometimes I need it. And when I wanna cut… Maciek is the only person who can change it. Cuz only he talks with me about it. He doesn’t judge me, he listens and helps… And…
Again…

I don’t know what I feel.

And inscription on my wrist: "Hug me." It’s the only think I need now.

I have to be easy and stop thinking just about cutting. I should start study.

But I need… Hug…

Mood:
Lungs: good.
Pic: From Photobucket again

Hug me.
<3

 

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*HUGS x 10!* I’m glad you didn’t cut. And that you didn’t, proves you are stronger than it, so remember that whenever those feelings come up to the surface! Give it time, I’m sure whatever disagreement you had with your Uncle will fade. If nothing else, give yourself a distraction of some sort to keep your mind on other things when those feelings come about. You can beat it!:) Take care of yourself! There’s only one of you! 😀

November 5, 2010

I’m so glad you didn’t cut yourself hon. I’m sorry you have noone to hug you. Sometimes a hug just helps everything to be better, huh? KNOW that your Heavenly Father loves you unconditionally and it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks about you. Consider yourself hugged from across the miles…

November 5, 2010

*Hugs* I’m happy you didn’t cut yourself. Take care. (:

**huggs*** please do not cut yourself. lost 1