after week of treatment
It’s hard and sad, but after week of treatment I feel the same as before. And worse probably… It’s hard and makes me cry. But I won’t give up. When I stopped bringing inhalers (on Thursday evening) it became better. Because I found out that I have allergy for fusafunginum and it’s one of component of my inhaler ;/ So I don’t have as much coughing fits as I had before.
My classmates don’t support me. They think I should stay at home. But I wanna be like normal teenager! And "normal teenagers" go to school. They don’t ask me how I feel… I am angry because girls didn’t speak me that this weekend is collection of money in Carefour. (We pack purchases and people give us money for ill kids etc) ;/ They don’t talk with me… I feel so lonely with my infection. Just Maciek asks me everyday how I feel. He treats me like a normal person. But another girls don’t. OK just Emi sometimes asks me or something. But my desk-mate doesn’t care.
I hope my infection goes away soon…
Why people don’t understand that I really want to be as normal as I can?!
Mood: 
Pic: with inhaler 2nd or 3rd day of treatment.
My mum has been through chemo fairly recently. She said that despite the tiredness and feeling weak, the worst thing was about it was the way people treated her different. She just wanted to feel.. Normal. So having to spoken to her about it, I can understand what you mean. 🙂 I hope you feel better soon!!
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i hope you feel better soon. got those boots from oceanshoe.com :]
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