Good and bad news

I really hate this all stuffs! It’s making me more, more and more scared, ‘cuz my medics don’t work… It doesn’t work and I suffocate! 🙁 I wanna cry, but I can’t because it will became worser… It’s so complicate… Doctor said that it’s just small infection and inhalers will help… But it doesn’t help. Yeaterday I suffocate 4 times… :/ In the morning after breakfast (5 minutes) in school (10 minutes) after supper (30 minutes) and in the night (15 min.) It’s so scared. And when I looked at my mum and I saw how scared is she… I started crying… She was so scared, I know what she feels, because I’m scared about it too.

And the hardest think is that I don’t know what is exactly going on with me, and I’m scared about it so much…

Yesterday I had exam in Brytania School of English and I’m in B1!!!! It’s the happiest news now and I hope no last… I can’t stand it… Uncle Maciek is really pround about me… I’m pround too. because it wasn’t easy…

Today evening I decided with my mum that I stop bringing this inhaler. Because we search in my documents and I probably have allergy for it ;/;/ I hope it will help and I’ll stop suffocate. Because it’s really hard…

I hope it’ll help and I’ll be health back.

I’m so sorry for all mistakes, I’m quite tired.

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Pic: by mobile…