NJM 28

Im alive. No pros and con list, due to my lacking of having to go to moms today to look at places. Dads looking for free furniture on CL for me, and mom is gonna go with me to look at the neighboorhoods tomorrow, and then Monday I will take the day off, and got hrough these places, making sure they are doable for James and I. One looks promising, as they are a housing program type deal, where they help their tenets find actual houses.

We will see….

PS. I am a emotional mess. Have been two days now… I really could use someone to talk to, some comfort… And no, I havent called… because I know you all are busy…

What seems to be the problem?

*hugs you* Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers in everything, sweetheart. Love you so much.

*HUGS* Love ya, stay strong.

I wish with all my heart that I could do something for you, sweetheart…but the sad truth is I’m barely hanging on here myself… *downcast head* I pray to God that some of your friends step up…especially the ones who are actually THERE with you… More than just words on a screen or words across a phone line…you really need someone THERE for you, with you, right now. You need a shoulder you can cry on…literally… *HUGS* Sending very best thoughts, prayers, and lots of love your way, Mandi. Love you.

RYN: *severe frown* I don’t understand, sweetheart… How can so many people claim to care but not be there when you need them?? *sadly shakes her head* I’ll never understand people…I’m not even sure I WANT to anymore… I’m glad you’re with your mom and not alone… *HUGS* I just wish things were better…they shouldn’t be this way…