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Feeling better, kinda.

In the last two weeks… I have found friends from elementry school. Rather, oth found and approached me. One found me on myspace, the other, I work with.

And, in the last two weeks… I have been informed two close to me are in their last days. One wont be here for Christmas, the other… we dont know how long he may have. Could be days, could be hours.

I want both you men to know, I am praying for you, even though only one of you will see this. I also want you both to know if you need anything, Im here.

M, may you be granted peace and serenity upon exit of this world, and may you be reunited with your beloved, to forever finally be at ease, and in love.

N, may you have found the forgiveness you seek, and may you finally be able to rest…

*bows my head* What a week…

**EDIT**

Felt better till I got up and moved around. *hack hack cough cough* Yeah. It goes something like that. Went to see my dr… Its been definatly diagnoised as Bronchitis.

Yay.

And for the record… I was in shock when I wrote about M and N… Reality is starting to hit more… The tears are starting to silently fall… Dont mistake my appearing calm for being calm.

EDIT 2

i’m alright, but i need you to be alright too. i know you can do it, good bye.

I dont know if I can do that, friend. I will try… but I dont know…May your soul rest easy now that your with her.

I’m very happy that you’re feeling a bit better, but I really hope you still go and see the doctor today, just to be safe. *HUGS* I will keep both your friends in my thoughts & prayers, Mandi. I’m so very sorry for both of them. May God take them gently into His hands and keep them both safe. Love you, sweetheart. Take good care.

*hugs* I’m sorry Mandi… I genuinely hope their passing comes peacefully. Hope you continue to feel better. 🙂

*big hugs* Feel better soon, dear Mandi. Thinking and praying for you & for your friends.

May he rest in peace… *HUGS*

*HUGS* Love you Mandi, and I am here if you need me.