NJM 16 — Vent

I dont know WHAT the hell changed from 10 minutes ago till now… But Im back in a funk. Mabe it was scheduling vacation time, and realizing… I have no where to go, no one to spend it with…

Or maybe it was chosing those two days in the begining of the yr… The 7th and the 8th….

Or maybe its Im surronded by negitivity….

Maybe I just need to let so much go… and try and be better… but.. I dont know how, or when…

And maybe… I just need to stop trying to help people… It apparently only pisses people off.

*HUGS* We have no choice but to take the downs with the ups, sweetheart…it’s all just part of the ride, sadly. 🙁 Like I told Aren on her latest entry, I’ve given up on trying to offer people advice and help them out… They never really want to hear what you have to say. They never really listen…you can talk to them till you’re blue in the face and they’ll just go right on ahead and do whatever it is they want… *sad lil’ frown* We need to focus on helping ourselves, Mandi. *HUGS* You just take good care of YOU, sweetheart. That’s what matters most. *nods* Hope you’re resting well and that tomorrow will be a better day for you. Love you. Take good care.

*hugs* Love you girl.

*hugs* Love you sweetie. 🙁

ryn: I love you too sis. Always! *HUGS*