NJM #5 (Damn, I have got this down, for now…)

Going back to work Monday. Its M-F, 7 am to 4 pm. Good pay. Good hours. Good people. *Smiles* Everyone is excited. My manager and Sup even took time out to call me and welcome me back… *laughs*

Now, if only I could be as sure as they are… The ONLY reason I am going back is because of money.

Thank you, those of you who have my on FB… who say the things going on. Thank you for caring enough to reach out. I will say this, once, and only once… If ANYONE Mentions my dead husband in a bad word… there will be hell to pay. And hell the friend of 5 yrs is now paying…

I KNOW he wasn’t perfect. I KNOW we fought all the time. I KNOW he was a drunk, and once had drug issues. I KNOW he was a ass. But like hell did I KNOW he was going to die and I married him for that reason only. I KNEW he didn’t have money. I KNEW he had a blood disorder.. BUT that didn’t kill him.

Fuck. I hate self righteous people.

Someone dared to say that…?! What the flying F*CK!? *shakes her head* People are SICK. People are f*cking assholes and need to get the Hell over themselves. I cannot believe someone could have that much nerve… *snarls* *HUGS* Love you, sweetheart. Stay strong.

Thinking of you & sending lots of hugs. I hope everything with the job works out. Self-righteous people suck. Thank you for your friendship…it means a lot.

I totally agree about self-righteous people. Fuck them! Sorry you had to listen to that shit. That is exactly the reason I put on my entry that no one need bad mouth my daughter. I have one particular OD friend who tends to do that quite often. Don’t even know why I keep her around. But anyway… Good luck with going back to work. I know it will be good to have a paycheck again. Love you,

🙂 it’s me. Heeheehee.

lol. It’s alright. 🙂 i’m not completely helpless. 🙂

This world is mad.