Wanna know the best thing about all this…?

Sou, you all know about the dead husband, and my failed raltionships, right? Went to Church yesterday, seeking solace, found it for the day.. but this morning, everything kind of pounced on me… Heres my newest delima…

So, The husbands dead. My health is shot. Guess whats funny about this? One in 100, 000 people can have this- having all three disorders, not usual. Im a rare case for a reason… I have Protein S, Protein C and Antithrombian III. Great, right? So I took James in to have a referall sent out for him t o see hematology to make sure he doesnt have this as well… and we looked at this lump on his back.

Diagnosis: Possible tumor.

I also have a eviction nottice.

Im screwed.

Yes, folks, this really is my life.

Oh, and M has been talking to my friends, making promisies to message or call me… but he has yet to. At least I know hes okay, right?

random noter here…we have some similar interest and I stumbled through…and I was not expecting all that I found. Your husband is dead??? You are sick?? Is this correct?? I hope you have a lot of support in your life right now. Lean on your friends and family and try to stay positive. That is the only thing that gets me through….(((HUGS)))

Oh, my goodness… *big hugs* I really hope the tumor isn’t cancerous, and that you’re able to stay at your residence. I’m keeping you and yours in my thoughts & prayers. Love you. Much love and many hugs.

*HUGS* Oh gods honey, could it get any worse!? 🙁 This world just keeps f*cking raining on you! This is bullshit! 🙁 I’ll be online late tonight 12-8am (at work) so if you’re up, pounce on me k? I love you.

i bleed for you. if there is a god out there who will listen to me, i will pray for you.

*HUGS* Oh God, sweetheart… *sadly shakes her head* I’m so very sorry. I thought your landlady said she’d work with you?? She knows your situation. How long do you have before y’all get evicted?? I won’t have any money still for another week or two…but if it’s a month notice and all you have to do is pay the bill by then, I should be able to give you the money. *keeps her fingers crossed* Did they do a biopsy on the lump…? Lord, poor lil’ James. Sending all my thoughts & prayers his way. I hope to God if it is a tumor it’s benign… *HUGS* Please keep me updated, Mandi. *HUGS* Love you dearly, sweetheart…God, I wish there was more I could do. I’m so very sorry. *HUGS*

I’m so very, very sorry. I’ll be praying for you!

Sorry to hear all of this. I hope the best for you.

Eeep 🙁 *hugs you*

Hey hubby and I switched phones. My new number is: (252) 722-4061 Add meh!

thinking of you. *lots of love and hugs* love you Mandi.

Hey girl! Just wanted to ask if Annie’s family is there with her. I hate to think of her going through this alone.

you sound like such a bright person in the face of all the darkness. Shine on little one.

if you feel you need a break from your troubles, stop by and read my stories, their sort of boigraphic, mostly true with a hint of whimsy, maybe they can help.