The Last Email…**!!

The least you could do is email me, or IM me and tell me you cant handle this. Leaving me hanging like this… cruel. Thanks, for proving that men are all the same. You are doing the same thing that others before you have taken- if you couldnt love, then why act like it? Whatever, Good luck. Sorry you couldnt handle a real relationship. Or the duty of ending it properly.

EDIT: He finally emailed back, after this one, apoligizing, saying he was in pain, and working, ect ect ect. I emailed him back, saying I was glad he was okay, but that doesnt make up for the fact that he disappeared, and the fact he NEVER answered but one of my questions from that email, and left it at that. Im done playing games. Im going to get up, shower, and get going now… I wont be around, waiting on him. Im taking James to the Zoo…. Oh, and the one question he did answer? He is common law married to Heidi. Because shes his sisters best friend, and moved out here with him , and started using his last name… What a crock. I hate liars.

For those who asked about his email to me… Here it is. Unedited, so you can see why I am still so pissed…(And from my understanding, him and I are done with this email… let me know what you think…)

Im here please dont be mad at me ok? I was working alot and still in pain, I was thinking what you said and only reason I have alot of people like that is cause they are like my family and Heidi? Well she is my sisters friend im lying to you ok? But technically I brought her down to colorado with me and to terms we are somewhat married by common law ok? But….I rather have someone I care about that loves me for me and not what i have which my whole damn family wants me for lol..but anyways…I do care about you sorry i scared you or ignored you for a bit and you probably mad at me but please just be there for me emotionally and talk to me like i am to you right now ok? Talk to you later,

All men are the same huh? Thanks… I’m sorry you’re having such a crappy time, I am.

This is the same guy who was going to send you money to help out???? What a DICK!

ryn: That is so seriously MESSED UP. 🙁

I agree that’s a crock. Common law generally means the two have resided together a certain number of years (depends on state). And, really, if she is his common law wife that still counts…there is a level of commitment that he has given her. Anyway…James is your man. He won’t let you down! Have much fun at the zoo!

Oh hell no!! It’s past time to RTFA from this jerk!

I just caught up on reading. So sorry that you met another one that wasn’t who or what he said he was. Is it possible for your mother to help you financially? Weren’t you considering moving in with her or at least closer to her? I hate to think of you struggling so much.

Yay.. another “married man.” He’s trash hon.. glad you’re pissed at him.

I’m a man of mystery, so you tell me?

*HUGS* I’m sorry for faking it earlier, sweetheart…but like you said, you’ve been there before too. *sad lil’ frown* You had a helluva day yesterday, Mandi, what with the 8 month anniversary of Felix’s death AND Rich proving himself to be just another worthless liar… Then today I was woken up by my friend Hayley, who’s now suffering from the breakup of her 8 year relationship. Somany of the people I love are suffering right now… And I know, I’m always the one stressing how pain is relative and everyone’s pain matters…I just can’t. I’m holding it all in…holding it all back… I’m so afraid at this point if I let go everything will just come crashing down…you know what I mean?? I can’t afford a meltdown. Not now… *HUGS* I love you dearly, sweetheart. Please don’t be angry or disappointed with me. I do trust you fully, Amanda. I just want you to take care of YOU right now. *HUGS*

What a crock of you-know-what. I wouldn’t waste a tear or anger on this jerk. Period. Amanda, you’ve got to start trusting your insincts BEFORE your emotions get involved, dear one. *hugs* I’m sorry. I know this really hurt.

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*hugs* I’m so sorry 🙁