please no more 9/11 “coverage”

i’ve made it a point not to watch much of the tv coverage of the 9/11 anniversary.  i realized the other day that it really still gets me in a ways i can describe or explain.  i can’t handle watching the plains fly into the buildings repeatedly.  watching the second tower come down still, to this day, makes me cringe want to cry.  i lived in houston at the time, but i’d spent enough time in NYC as a kid to be acquainted with the towers.  i practically grew up with the towers.  seriously, any time we were in the city a picture was snapped with the towers in the background.  its almost creepy. it is creepy.