Unsettled

The overwhelmed smiley seems to fit best tonight on ldsjournal, though even its not the best fit.  While I am feeling a little overwhelmed at the unexpected changes in my life right now, I’m more unsettled than anything else.  Mostly I’m not looking forward to switching teams at work.  I suspect it will be okay, but after a rough week on the phones, I’m desperately looking forward to being able to put my 2 weeks’ notice in this June.  I’ll likely be putting it in sometime in June, the question of when will be determined by what school I end up at.  That’s the other thing that’s got me unsettled, since LSAC still hasn’t gotten the other letter processed.  I’m already tired of the uncertainty.  With all the thought and effort I’ve put in to getting into law school, I’m ready to progress again through life.  I realize now that I’ve been stuck in neutral for a few years and maybe that was needed. I think it was, but I’m now more than ready to put things in gear, full speed ahead. However, it seems I’m doomed to neutral for a little while longer yet.  But neutral’s harder now that I remember there are gears other than neutral – and that some of those gears move you forward. 

In other news, I ordered some finger toys for work to play with while I’m on the phone, and particularly while I’m on dialer.  I also ordered a primary cd for this year’s lesson manual.  I also put in the order for ldsjournal to print and bind my journal for 2009.  I’ve decided I’m going to have that done this time every year for the previous year.  And then early this week I’ll send the order for beignet mix, given that my parents are leaving on Thursday for Hawaii.  I’ve also decided I’m going to see a movie on my own next Saturday.  I’m going to see Leap Year.  By that point I’ll need out of the house and away from my brothers for a bit and seeing a movie will suffice. Plus it’s a movie I’m not likely to get any company on anyway.  The other thing is that I need to check with my current boss to make sure my schedule mod for the week of the 18th is still going to be okay.  I’ll be working until 5:45 on Monday and Tuesday of that week, and leaving at 1:30 on Friday.  I think it should still be okay, but I definitely want to check with her to be sure.  The real good news today is that my Badgers handed #4 Purdue their first loss of the year 🙂

"Life is measured not by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."