What am I thinking?!? *edited*
I must be crazy! I’m watching a movie that I know will make me cry by the time it’s over. I just turned on Ladder 49, which started at 7. It’s a fantastic movie if you’ve never seen it, but the end makes me cry every single time I watch it!
I’ve decided that tomorrow when I get home from work, Im going to sit at the kitchen table and paint, while I watch the Bulls-Heat game from Tuesday night that I tivo-ed but havent gotten around to watching yet. I did follow it online so I know it’s a great game if you’re a Bulls fan (which I am). I’ll also have my laptup on with AIM and my email up. Hopefully some of my friends will get online so we can talk. Then later in the afternoon I’ll do some studying before the Cubs and Bulls both start at 7.
My parents are headed to Illinois to visit my grandparents on Saturday. They asked if I wanted to go with them. I need to sit down and figure out how much studying needs to get done this weekend and go from there. I’d like to avoid studying on Sunday, but with finals as close as they are, that may not be realistic.
It looks like tomorrow still won’t be a real nice day, but it will be better than today. The last several hours have been a cross between drizzle and mist, along wind…making umbrellas worse than useless. At least tomorrow we’ll be around our normal high of 60 (we didn’t make our high of 48 today) with some rain in the morning. However Saturday, Sunday, and Monday are going to be fantastic with highs in the upper 70’s to 80 with sunny skies before we get a shot at t-storms on Tuesday. Doesn’t look like we have a shot at any severe weather in the near future though and that’s good. In fact, it actually looks like we’ll get to have the windows open overnight Sunday night and Monday night. I’ll sleep REALLY well then those two nights as I always sleep better this time of year when we have the windows open.
Okay, it’s time to stop procrastinating and start studying.
Now I’m at the end of the movie, the last 15 minutes and here we go…I’m about to start bawling! Happens everytime I see the realization come over Jack Morrison’s face and he tells Mike to tell his wife he loves her. I watch this movie time and again and every time we hit this point in the movie, I start bawling…and then especially when the red car pulls up in front of Jack and Linda’s house and Linda sees it outside the window and knows exactly what it means. Honestly, I dont know how you can not cry during the last 15 minutes of the movie.