Firewalled

We’re having some issues with internet speed at work, and so they’re going to install system wide internet tracking software to eliminate un-necessary internet usage.  I am bummed.  What in the world am I going to do with the majority of my day?  I can no longer play games online, check OD, IM anyone…read about celebrity gossip…my personal productivity is going to go way down…

Fortunately, I can still TALK to people, so my co-worker relations will probably increase tremendously.

Speaking of, I have a crush on someone I should not have a crush on and I can feel it starting to become a problem.  I’m going to have to pull back, big time.  I sense there may be something of interest on her side as well, but considering we work together, and we both are just "ending" relationships, the timing isn’t right.

That hasn’t stopped me from having very, very vivid dreams, however.  (Not those kinds of dreams.  Sheesh!) I really, really, really, really like her.  Agggggh!

In other news, I had my hair highlighted.  At first it was really yellow, and I freaked out.  I put some brown over it to tone it down, and now it’s growing on me.  I’ve had a lot of really nice comments today, so I’m happy for that!

Did I mention that I really like her?  It’s about all I can think about these days.

I am in so much trouble.

I will do my best to read and note from home, however, I with my social schedule, not sure how often that’ll happen. (Jokes.  Just jokes.)

Wish me good thoughts on this crush thing.  Just send good vibes that it all works out okay.

Peace.

The journey is the reward

Lao-Tzu