spoke too soon

I was so happy to hear that what I have had a name that I spoke before the test confirmed it. So as glad as I am to not have Desert Valley Fever and I now left with no answers again.

But hope springs eternal and I just had chunks of muscle cut out of both thighs to be tested and studied in hope of finding clues. If nothing comes up, I have been told to go check into the Mayo Clinic.

Really, I think I just need a sugar pill and told I will be able to do anything I wanted and it would fix me. Pain is boring, no concentration is boring, sitting and watching my ass get bigger is boring. I am just a like a blob with a pulse and a bad attitude. Thank goodness Hub does not mind putting up with me.

I am still trying to draw, learn guitar, lil Spanish, and have just bought my second sewing machine, which is really my 4th but second within a year. I have made on rob for Hub on machine one about 15 years ago, but I must think I am going to design something even tho in all honesty I have yet to sit down at machine 3. It went quickly to my sister’s house and I let her stare at it.

May I should try to make moomoo’s for people like me. Okay, maybe I am not quite to moo moo’s yet but by the time I ever sit at a machine I will be. Hmmm how many yards for very large moo moo’s?

I had plan to have the last machine in the coach but I accidently sent it to Cali. and see no point it trying to get it to myself when I will be there one day before Christmas…maybe, I think, I hope.

Other than that, wow is my life great, I just keep smiling and am working on just being me and not the shrew I was becoming. Hub and daughter A said I was sounding mean! Woiw, that word sure put me back on my best behavior, I never want to be mean, at least to the ones I want to live.

I have also become one of those that do not know where to write, here or pb. I have same name on prose if you care to read my crap.

Be Chipper 🙂