Fuzzy

I haven’t really been able to study. All I want to do is sleep.

The medication I took for the "allergies" isn’t working… and it’s making me really tired.

 

I’m trying so hard to want to study… but there’s tv and sleep and food and cats… even laundry seems like a better thing to be doing. My head is fuzzy, and my emotions are all over the place.

 

I am mad at Leila and my dad.

I miss my husband.

I worry about my sister.

I’m sad for my mom.

 

I need to write so many entries… but I just don’t feel like I have the time. Check my email 14 times a day, but writing about my feelings just takes too much out of me.

 

 

I have Dirty Jobs on in the background. Mike Rowe. *DROOL* I could make love to his voice!  (Kidding, honey).

I hope that’ll help inspire me to do my homework. Don’t want to make a living picking up road kill? FINISH YOUR DEGREE! Yeah… maybe not.

 

 

OH, I did, in fact, get Leila’s stuff back to her mom. Carol was very nice.

 

Ok…. I"m going, I’m going… geez… homework shomework!

 

SONG OF THE DAY:

Can’t Cry Anymore

Sheryl Crow

Took your car
Drove to Texas
Sorry, honey
But I suspected we were through
And I can’t cry anymore
Since I left
Been feelin’ better, cause that’s
What you get when you
Stay together too long
And I can’t cry anymore
[Chorus]
Wouldn’t it be good if we could hop a flight to anywhere
So long to this life
So much for pretending
Bad luck’s never-ending
And now I know that

Money comes is
But the fact is
There’s not enough to
Pay my taxes
And I can’t cry anymore
Well, got a brother
He’s got real problems
Heroin – no
There’s just no stopping him tonight
And I won’t cry anymore

Chorus

It’s never ending

It could be worse
I could’ve missed my calling
Sometimes it hurts
But when you read the writing on the wall
Can’t cry anymore

Chorus

And too much time I’ve been spending
With my heart in my hands
waiting for time to come and mend it

I can’t cry anymore