Back from Charleston

The weekend in Charleston was fun, though it was mostly lacking in things worth mentioning in the diary. Jordan’s friends were pretty boisterous, which was entertaining, but I’m definitely overly reserved and awkward around guys like that. Granted, they were still pretty fun and entertaining guys overall. Though I will say that I really don’t think I comprehend how fucking horny most guys are – and every guy on the trip was either engaged or married! Seriously though, while I will definitely admit to pleasantly noticing and appreciating any attractive girl that’s near me, I’ve never felt the need to have 15-minute conversations dissecting the positives and negatives of their anatomy. Yes, they’re female and attractive, there’s little need to have a debate over which of them has the nicer ass. Also, for the males reading this, just so you know, you can search for “naked women” on google and see plenty of nude pictures, you don’t have to flip through Esquire magazine looking for a side breast shot. Really.

Anyway, only 6 weeks left of school for me now. Graduation is still uncertain and will be for a while, but I’m feeling more optimistic towards it than I probably should, especially considering how completely fucked I’ll be if I don’t graduate. But there’s not much I can do at this point anyway other than the usual class preparation, so we’ll see how the cards fall.

I’m so glad you had a good time Matt. I’m sorry we didn’t get to talk as much as I wanted to. I hope we can catch up tonight or tomorrow. As for graduation… I think you’re right. The only thing you can do is work as hard as you can (which I think you’re already doing). The other option you have is to talk to your teachers and communicate with them, letting them know that you’re concerned.

michael.

March 17, 2008

I don’t understand boys either. But I understand them more than I understand engagements or marriage… You’ll be alright with uni, won’t you, if you always did well except one blip? Hope so mate.

Gella

Nice to see there’s still SOME decent guys out there not necessarily debating who’s got a better this or that………

Beautifully/Torn

I’ve found that most of the guys here are so much more respectable than the ones in the US. Back home in NY, during the summer, a girl is lucky if she can walk outside without getting hit on by one perv or another. People here in general are much more respectable, though. Everyone holds the door open for everyone else, etc. I was shocked at first. Haha. Anyway, TTFN and have fun, ♥Andrea

RYN: Ha, thank you. Now every time a guy holds a door open for me I’m going to wonder whether or not he’s looking at my butt. :p. TTFN and have fun, ♥ Andrea

Thanks mate. I dunno, it probably does look like I’ve not got a lot left right now, but i’ve been here loads of times before, and even from living rough you can sort of work and get a few things back with time, jobs and steadiness and that, not permanently, but I have done it before for bits of time here and there. Maybe you can’t really get your health back once that’s fucked, but the main thing is that you can’t get people back who’ve died, so I have somehow pulled off getting back the only thing that really matters and the rest I’ll just work at fucking hard? I’m probably talking shit here… from my shit knowledge of uni, I reckon you’ll be ok, I had to fuck up loads of times before they actually did anything real. And even worse case scenario, you can get a job with a degree can’t you? Like all those office jobs everyone told me to get. I know you have this dream one waiting and hopefully that will still all go through fine. Ok this note is stupidly long, and I still don’t know who bought me a paid account, should I be eyeing you suspiciously at all? M

you’ll graduate, matty. even if it’s just barely, you will. 🙂 i have faith in you.. love!

Yours For Now...

March 18, 2008

Have you talked to the professor at all yet? How many more grades will you get to turn in for the class? I mean unless that one fvck up was worth like…50% of the grade, I really think you’ll be fine. And even then… Good luck. ~I’ll be

((brilliant))

ryn// you are a bad, bad, bad southerner! go to cracker barrel RIGHT NOW. 😉

kaia

March 19, 2008

re: Me too. Maybe my heart will learn that lesson soon, too.

SeulementBanana

March 20, 2008

ryn: Is that good?

cheezit

And what is so wrong with being married?!

I’m sorry Matty. I was sleeping and then I was busy cleaning and by the time I had a spare minute it was close to 11. I know you normally have a phone date around then so…that’s why. And I slept for most of today, too.

March 21, 2008

I can’t believe that I called you for the first time ever and you didn’t pick up the phone! I am hurt. And I couldn’t even leave you a message because you don’t have a voicemail. Why is that?

Sorry, Mattface. I’m just so tired lately.