Dreams and Name Suggestions

I’ve been having these weird dreams with reoccurring themes lately. Last night was probably the most disturbing/weird. The dream goes that, for some reason I am living with my grandparents (who in reality have been dead now since I was 17) and caring for them. They die. Then I call my mother and inform her and she comes crying and hugs me but then when I go to show her the bodies, the bodies are gone and she thinks that I’ve gone crazy, and since it’s a recurring dream I always think “It happened again! I’m going crazy! I really thought they were dead this time! What’s wrong with me?” and it’s weird that in the dream I can remember having past dreams, but I can’t remember that those past dreams were, er, dreams. Anyway, weird stuff, actually couldn’t go back to sleep last night for a bit after I woke up and that sort of thing never happens to me over dreams.

On a lighter note, I finally got some decent name change ideas from you readers. I’d prefer something somewhat random, and not semi-descriptive (i.e. “Farm Boy” or “AccountingGeek”) just because I think names like that are cheesy (even if intentionally so). I like Kate’s suggestion of “Nevermind,” but people might mistake it for a Nirvana reference, which is no good. “Frankly.” is the best that I’ve come up with on my own. I’ll give it a bit more thought and probably make the change on the next entry, so if you see a different name on your favorites list, that will probably be me. And, yeah, I don’t like name changes in general, but given time to adjust it’ll be fine. And, hey, maybe I can use this as a turning point where I start to write about more in-depth and personal stuff in the diary! Or not.

october rain

January 10, 2008

That’s been happening with me a lot in dreams too, where I can remember it having happened before, but while in the dream I don’t think I know that the ‘happened before’ was another dream. And then I wake up and I can’t remember if I actually have had that dream before, or if I’m dreaming that I’ve had a recurring dream that in the dream I can’t remember dreaming but when I wake up I realize that I was dreaming that I’d had a recurring dream. ^_^

Also, just noticed your diary title. You crack me up. ^_^

mairead

EMERSON’S ROOMY OR BUST.

mairead cracks me up. i’ve been thinking about the roommate things, and it’s starting to make more and more sense. i can cook and you can do my taxes.

Yours For Now...

: ) ~I’ll be

Actually, alone voice, I can do your taxes. I’m much better than Matt is, even though he’s the one who’s studying accounting. Anyways, more names: “Golly” and “Gee whiz” sound good to me too haha. What’s that word you use all the time? Facetious? I was also thinking “Like, okay” would be good too. Since you say it all the bloody time. How about British Wannabe? LOL. or “I am not gay” LOL

By the way, your title… so not original. You stole it from my incessant joking about your admirer. Thief!

Narciso

i like frankly. but do you really think they’ll be able to find “Matt.”? it seems too easy to find!

Sleeping on it

I hate dreams that wake me up! I am interested to see what happens in your life and how it relates to those dreams…my dreams typically relate to my life but then again I am an odd one. As for names… I like phrases personally. “Almost there” “socially awkward” “From the farm to the city” etc.. Whatever you pick, we will adjust.

cheezit

I’ve been having really weird dreams lately too. I don’t ever remember them, but I have the last couple of days. Last night I dreamt that I was Harry Potter and someone was trying to kill me. It wasn’t scary, just really weird. I even remember actually hurting every time a curse hit me. It always hit the left side of my stomach and it really hurt.

Why don’t you just use a.j. stanson again?

kaia

Who knew an online name change would be so difficult? That said, I am also at a loss.