215 is unequal to 315

I got to campus early today and somehow managed (despite having class now for nearly a month) to wander to the wrong classroom. I never knew that the building’s floors were arranged identically until now. Anyway, I ended up sitting outside for 15 minutes, wondering why everyone was running late, before I worriedly realized that my class was and has always been on the 3rd floor, not the 2nd.
 
Yes, you’re right, I may well be losing my mind.
 
There’s a Muslim in the class who saw me with a Malcolm X DVD the other day and has since tried to convert me. She’s been unsuccessful so far, but I’ll be sure to keep you updated.
 
Oh, and, scarily enough, I finally wrote a little poetry. I’m not entirely sure why I find that so difficult; I just don’t think my brain thinks poetically. Anyway, the class gets to critique it tomorrow! The angst!

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I’ve done that before. Once, I had a Biochem 361 class in a RM 461… I think I went to room 361 at least TWICE during the semester. Just blame the heat.

June 27, 2006

You can be so oblivious next time. There, that’s my note for the month.

June 27, 2006

Next time? Sometimes. Jesus. I’M losing my mind now, apparently.

June 28, 2006

The thought of writing things for the sake of it is weird to me. I don’t like poetry much. I reckon there have been about 10 poets that have ever lived that were worth reading, and I suspect you’re not one of them.

June 28, 2006

I’m not making myself clear… I meant that the idea that there are evil paedophiles and innocent victims is oversimplified. There’s mostly a crossover, and then there are people totally unconnected to the entire shitty business. People don’t just wake up one morning and think, “hmm, I’ll hurt some kids today!”

June 28, 2006

I didn’t mean I’m inevitably going to hurt anyone, but given the way kids with my background usually fucking turn out, I’ve got more reason than some to watch my actions fucking carefully & – in my opinion – never have kids.

June 28, 2006

And yeah, I was certainly never hurt by any of the sex with girls I had before 16, and nearly all of it was with Keshan, who was 26 at the time. And mean to me all the time. Kira had plenty of pre-16 sex with older guys that I wouldn’t in any way call abusive either. I’m not the one claiming everyone in the world has been hurt. The ones that have been are more of a liability, though.

matty, for future notice, just about every building has it where all the floors look exactly alike. i learned this whilst wandering around the arts and sciences building. or i think that was what it was called. the one near-ish the fountain, next to the library. …whatever.

June 30, 2006

will you post your poetry? I write poetry and post it sometimes and I love to see other opendiary people post theirs. No pressure though.