I just wrote this because I was bored.

As you may have noticed, (or actually probably not) I’ve been updating scarcely lately, and I attribute it to my not being in the best of spirits in recent days. Which is odd, since in nearly every example I’ve ever come across I find that people always rush to write when they’re feeling a bit depressed, whereas I do the complete opposite.

Anyway, there’s still nothing much I want to express other than a general disappointment in humanity that I don’t feel like elaborating on, because it’s purposeless, anyway. In short, my cynical side has was again been proven to be correct, and I’ve learned that I end up liking people a lot more when I don’t allow myself to develop expectations on how they will behave, because they just end up falling short and I end up getting pissed off at them.

Oh, and just so no one makes the wrong assumptions, this has nothing to do with that dear internet girl of mine, who remains one of the few people keeping me from fading into cynicism completely.

Now, one can only hope I actually find something to write about in my next entry . . .

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October 12, 2005

when im happy or in a good mood, i tend to update less often than when im in a bad mood. *shrugs* <3 — Jeni