The 30 Days of Me (Day 14)…

Day 14: Things you want to say to an ex.

You are missing out on your daughter’s life. You have broken her heart with your broken promises, several times. Why would you consistently choose drugs over your own daughter? It would have been better if you had just stayed out of her life completely rather than this in-and-out charade you have done over the past 7 years. Karma will find you, if it hasn’t already, and you will pay for your actions and decisions whether or not you want to admit to your faults. Your inconsistency is mind-bogglingly stupid. I wish you would just realize that you are not a teenager anymore, grow up and take some responsibility for your actions. Stop playing the victim and get a backbone… a set of balls too, for that matter. Set your priorities. Your daughter should have always been your #1 priority from the day she was born. It is so clear that she was not, is not  now, nor ever will be any kind of priority for you. I have offered you every opportunity to have a good relationship with your daughter, yet you chose not to. That is your loss. Hers too, but mostly yours, especially since she has a very good male role model in her life, and he has been here consistently for the past 5 years. If you keep up your current course of actions then you will alienate your daughter, and I’m not sure how much longer she will want to be a part of your life.

Preview for upcoming days:

1. Write something basic about yourself
2. Ten likes and dislikes
3. The meaning behind your Open Diary name
4. Your day in great detail
5. Five places you want to visit and why
6. What band/musician is most important to you?
7. Do you read? What is your favorite book?
8. Pet peeves
9. If you could only live off of one food and one beverage for the rest of your days, what would they be?
10. Picture of your desktop
11. What is your favorite quote?
12. Your current relationship. If single, then discuss how single life is
13. Three confessions of your choice
14. Things you want to say to an ex
15. A photo of someone you fancy at the moment
16. If the world were to end tomorrow, what would you do with your remaining time on earth?
17. What do you want to be when you get older? 
18. Name the tv show(s) you have become addicted to
19. The best thing to happen to you this week
20. Your definition of love
21. What kind of person attracts you
22. A picture of what you wore today
23. A letter to someone. Anyone.
24. Would you rather date someone plain with an amazing personality or someone beautiful with a plain personality?
25. Seven things that cross your mind a lot
26. How you hope your future will be like
27. A picture of your handwriting
28. Do you wish for anything at 11:11? If so, what do you wish for
29. Picture of yourself
30. Anything you want to post