That last few days…
This time around has been much better than the last time. For which I am quite thankful.
New Year’s Eve…Wasil took me to get my Yule pressie. I picked out a set of 24 colored pencils. They are really good smooth ones, tho I haven’t used them yet. I had a 12 color set like them I got in September (Sonja too), but then Sonja ate (borrowed) them…
The night didn’t go so well for a bit. Mostly because I have trouble saying that I want to do something…So I was feeling disappointed about not doing anything, but also not saying anything. But we ended up having an hour long conversation about such.
I just hate asking to do things…I worry that I’ll be told "no, can’t do it"…Or that I’ll ask for something that will be troublesome…I know anything that involves a lot of walking ends up with him hurting.
He had the 1st off…We went to see the newest Hobbit movie.
I haven’t seen the first one, and with the way the second one ended, kind of want to see the next one.
It’s not like I don’t know a shortened version of the story…I watched the cartoon when I was little, have it at home somewhere.
It was my first IMAX experience tho…Which is better than regular 3D…But, I’m still not a big 3D fan.
Thursday he had to work, but I managed to keep myself entertained.
Only day I didn’t have food either…He just reheated food from the night before…Which had been good, but also had set out overnight. My digestive tract is already off (I know how Sonja has been feeling of late)…So really didn’t want to risk anything. Wasn’t really feeling overly hungry either, tho stomach did get a bit growly last night.
We are heading for Michigan after he gets out of work tonight. He’s going to drive straight through to his parents house…Tho there was mention somewhere along the lines about getting food.
Food is good.
I ordered my books yesterday for next semester.
I’m not looking forward to it.
I am feeling iffy about being in the classroom. I’m scared really.
I’ve got 3 classes…one completely online, one hybrid…Those two I’m really not thrilled about, as I have to be in charge of keeping track of everything.
Not looking forward to my other class either…Late night, 7 page syllabus (9 if you count the credits). At least it’s a small class, all people I know. Have to listen to Zack being obnoxious again. *rolls eyes* John too, but he’s not as obnoxious.
& then there is the seminar that goes with teaching assisting, and that is just talking about how things are going in the classroom.
I think that’s about it for the moment…
Aside from, feels kind of weird, not having the daily art…Tho at quarter to 12 New Year’s Day I was scratching out a picture by the light of a night light, as I couldn’t sleep.
& I did the inking on it yesterday…I think I’m going to add more details, and eventually color it.
When I get home I need to scan the last few drawings for my 365 Days of Art and get them posted.
& I have started on my 52 Weeks of Writing…The first week is about resolutions…I’ve got…9?
One of them is, of course, the 52 Weeks of Writing…3 have to do with school (surviving teaching assisting & student teaching & graduating college).
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talking really is necessary about how you are feeling, even though it is so hard. *hugs you*
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