I should be packed…

…But as the should indicates, I’m not.
I’m also not as excited as I should be.
I’m not sure if it’s because last time sucked so badly…Or if I just really don’t want to go…Or what it is. *sigh*
The whole flight cancellation last time was beyond stressful. Getting stuck in the cold part of the airport & not being able to find a warm part, sucked. The 12 hour wait, sucked. And all that and still had to go get my suitcase from the airport in St. Louis was annoying. [Still don’t know how luggage can catch a flight out if passengers can’t.]
Then, the being there wasn’t that great either…Being stuck in the apartment the whole time was not fun at all. Seriously, the only time I got to leave was one trip to the fish store, and I wasn’t feeling well that day…The only other fresh air I got was while he was washing his car, and I was picking up sticks and acorn tops in the driveway.
I understand he had to work during the day, but he got out early Thursday and had all of Friday off…And we still did nothing.
Add to that the fact there wasn’t really food for me when he wasn’t around. Some chips. We had one meal, most days, but most of them weren’t until late, and I was starving.
So yeah, not fun at all.

I’m taking 2 pouches of dehydrated food & a just add water noodle bowl with me this time.
I’m taking my own coffee…I like my instant powdered stuff.

I need to pack things to keep me occupied…I need to pack everything yet! I don’t even have clothes picked out.
I need writing & drawing stuff…I still have a few more days on my 365 days of art to do. Then I’ve got my 52 weeks of words, or whatever I’m going to end up calling it.

*falls over*
Sissy is right…My heart just isn’t in it.
I only have this short time away from school…I want to relax and do what I want to do…I can’t do anything at home if I’m not there…I can’t go outside if the whim should strike me. *sighs*
& I don’t know what my computer access is going to be. So, yeah…Not sure if there will be any updates for a week or so.

Also…I really would like some time to get ready for this next semester, but that’s not going to happen.
So…A week from Monday I will be walking into a classroom full of kindergarteners, and not be well rested for it either.

So yeah…This is a whine fest…So I think I’m going to call it.