Keeping up with NoJoMo…10 for 10.

I probably shouldn’t be online just yet…But I did all my French homework (granted part of it I just looked up the answers in the back of the book. Bad, I know, but I did put a bit more effort into the part before that…So it all equals out, right?)…I still have so much stuff I NEED to do.
I got a copy of the quiz that I missed Monday in Brit. Lit. So I get to do that and turn it in next Monday.

I seriously need to do something with my Econ paper. *sigh*
I need to read Persuasion…& work on the hand-out.
I need to finish sonnets! *headdesk*
Too much stuff…& That’s not even getting into Children’s Lit. Which I did look at. I need to compare/contrast two versions of the same story. I’ve got Aschenputtel, so now I just need another ‘Cinderella’-type story. [That’s for Part I] Part II…Uh…Crap…Something about reading a book and doing something with it. Part III: Have to go through the ‘Hero’s Journey’ for both Tuck Everlasting & The Graveyard Book. [Today, Harley came into the kitchen, after being in my room…Which I’m not sure why he was there…ANYWAY…& commented on the book I have laying on my floor by the craft dresser. It’s the next book I have to read for Children’s Lit. Apparently they just learned about the author in his class. *laughs* It was kind of neat to have that kind of moment.]

*shakes head* What is with dreams, and when you finally have them, they are messed up things?

At night when we say our good-nights, Wasil always tells me to have ‘sweet dreams’ of him. To which I do keep trying. & since he doesn’t dream (or at least doesn’t remember) I always tell him to sleep well.

The other night I had a dream, in which he finally made it, but it was not of happiness for me. We weren’t actually together, we were still communicating our usual way, for the most part..Via web cam on the computers. Except the pictures on the screens were bigger, and there wasn’t typing, but actual audio on as well (Which doesn’t happen often, and we tend to watch shows ‘together’, and they aren’t always in sync.) ANYWAY…In said dream there were two young, pretty girls/women (bimbos), practically hanging all over him. He didn’t seem to pay them any heed, but their existence…I would of loved to rip them to pieces.

Today when I get to school I get a reply to my usual morning text…The usual reply except the addition of…’had a bad dream last night’
The boy who doesn’t dream, finally dreams…And it’s bad.

I told him he wasn’t suppose to have bad dreams, and that he’s only suppose to ‘dream of things of goodness’.

This is what I get back:  "I know…it was of u kissing someone else"

I told him it was never going to happen…Later I used my phone to write him a message on Facebook, [As, apparently I can write them on my phone, but I can read them. *shrugs*] telling him how much he means to me…As I know I don’t say it enough.
I so hate distance…I just wanted to be able to wrap my arms around him and tell him that it was an evil dream, and that I am his for as long as he’ll have me.
 

Writing…I have half a page of Barty pre-finding Raya…I need to go work on that…Or Sissy is going to get me! O.o *hides* 

I go for chest Xrays tomorrow…Right now it feels cloggy…Been coughing for the last couple days (so has Harley)…

The Critters didn’t want to go to the Idiot’s today (Gee, such a surprise. Not.)…Sonja wanted to know why if he couldn’t just leave them here…I tried to explain that he would just want to switch week-ends again, and that if it wasn’t done right it would mess up the schedule. & that right now the schedule benefits us. 3 loverly weeks (minus the night of the 23rd & most of the 24th of December) they don’t have to go anywhere. They can be home where they belong. *smiles* 

Sonja wore all white today (aside from my black goggles)…I was wearing all black (aside from my hair falls, which were red & white)…Ooooo…& my new Converse. *squI shee* They came yesterday. I will have to get piccies of them. I sent a pic I took on my phone to Wasil today…When he finally got back to me he asked me if I got them online or ‘?’…Because, on the outside heels are written the words "Baby Girl". *smiles* 

Okay…I should go heat up some tea…Should find some food…Should write…Probably should see if I can find a ‘Cinderella’ story online…As they are ‘retold by’ stories, don’t need actual bookness for that…So all I have to do is find one and print it out…Yeah…Should look for more Economy of French stuff too…[Yeah, should be doing homework…*wonders if that is actually going to happen* Seriously…I’m about an hour away from my favorite distraction coming online too…Then I really get next to nothing done.]
 

 

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November 11, 2010

*hugs you lots* i wish i could help, i hope the xrays show something because dammit! we deserve for them to find out SOMETHING that is actually wrong instead of this just.. maybe it is all in your head kind of stuff. *sighs*

November 11, 2010

maybe you can start getting the Critters to do your children’s lit homework. 🙂