Only a couple more days…

Today is Ken’s birthday…If I had a way to contact him I’d tell him Happy Birthday…But I don’t, so I guess he’ll just have to somehow know I remembered & thought about him.

The butterflies or centipedes, or whatever they are in my belly are threatening to drive me utterly mental. I’m starting to feel really anxious…I swear I was fine earlier.
Guess I’m getting a bit scared…What if things don’t go as smoothly as either of us want…What if neither of us lives up to the other ones preconceived thoughts…What if he decides that I’m fine over the computer, but to put up with me in real life is way too much to deal with. *sigh* 
My heart wants to kersplode.

Harley rode in the Bass Fest. parade today with the idiot. Sonja opted not to. We watched the parade (we being me, Mum & Sonja)…Got some candy. Yay! *laughs* I have to share mine with Harley since he wasn’t there to get his own. Wandered around the flea market a bit, there really wasn’t much of anything to hold interest. Spent the last bit of my money I had for spending before leaving…That leaves me with $200.00 for when I’m gone. But I wanted to get the Critters at least something from the flea market…I didn’t get anything tho…Could of if I hadn’t bought us all tin cups with pop from the one vendor that was there. But can’t find sasparilla anywhere else…& they aren’t scheduled to be in Boyne this year. Harley got a SWAT team set…I’m sure it’ll all ended up lost, broke & tossed before too long. Sonja got a dozen wooden roses, she picked out colours that look like fire in the bouquet.

I sent Wasil a text this morning with a picture…He responded with:  omg….drooolllllllssss
*laughs* I was wearing my red & black Tripp pants & a black & red Hello Kitty T-shirt. Had my hair in two little braids.

He sent me a text with pics of kittens earlier asking me if I wanted one. Kind of went crazy with my no…Then I texted him to tell him he was more adorable than the kittens…& haven’t heard back. O.o *sigh* I know I shouldn’t let that affect me…But I am. I do that kind of thing. *sigh* *beats self in head with a brick* 
I suppose his inbox could be full again, if he didn’t clean many out of it…But…I don’t know. Sometimes I am just too emotional.

I’m going to strangle Sonja’s dog…The bloody thing keeps barking at the raccoons. O.o It’s going to be a loooooooooooong summer if she doesn’t get broke of that.

*wraps arms around self* *falls over* Gods…*kicks at brain* *kicks at heart* Why can’t I just have a ‘normal’ thinking process?

Anyway…I must quit coming up with Halloween costume ideas. *laughs* I can go from not having any, to having to chose between them. Suppose it’ll all depend on how close it comes to Halloween before I can start to work on anything & how much funding I have to work with. I still need to get to work on Harley’s costume for the Cosplay in August (as well as pay for the tickets…It’s going to be $100.00 for the four of us for the two days).
Anyway…Halloween…If all else fails, and I can’t make anything else, I will have my Itachi costume from the Cosplay (Which tech. I have some work to do on yet as well)…But I also that the though of a Gothic Bo Peep (which begs the question…Would she have a long skirt or short skirt on her dress? Hmmmm….)…Then today I decided I could just dress as my usual self, toss on a lab coat, and go as Abbey from N.C.I.S.  *shrugs* 

Okay…Critters are getting restless…I need to tie them up or something…