Sort of an update

Two days of National 50% off chocolate day got me 7 boxes of assorted sizes of sizes of assorted chocolates. The two smallest boxes came with cute little teddy bears…Which I will probably be handing over to the Critters when they get home.

I was feeling out of sorts for a few days…I was just starting to feel betters when Wasil was struck with a bit of the feeling bads…First emotionally, and now physically. *sigh* The one day he was ‘feeling lonely’…The next day he put up, ‘born to be alone’ in his yahoo messenger status. L I hate being so far away…I said what I could to try and make him feel better…Not sure how well it worked. Now he’s feeling sick sick. *sigh* & I’m still trying to say things to be of the helpfuls & make him feel betters…But still not sure it’s working.

Then there is always the little things I’m not sure how to take. *sigh* There are ‘things’ I’m not suppose to think about…Yet I’m not entirely sure what these ‘things’ are. 
Tonight’s example:
Raven: You feeling any betters?
Waz: nooo
Raven: L I is sorries. *hugs* *kisses* I wish could makes all the icks go aways.
Waz: no don’t kiss me      u get sick 2
Raven: I don’t think I can get sick kissing you over the computer…
Waz: lol right right
Raven: Of course, if you don’t want my kisses, I is not going to make you endure them.
Waz: jenn
Raven: What?
Waz: I told you     please don’t do that
Raven: I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do anything.
Waz: I’m talking a real kiss I would not want you to get sick 2

And it just wanders off to “normalness” from there.
I’m just left wondering what exactly the taboo is…I just know there has been at least 3 times I’ve been told not to think about it…*shrugs* Is it any kind of end? Is it any kind of anything? Any labeling? Naming of whatever? I don’t know…*sigh* & if I’m not suppose to think about it, how do I ask what it is so I can not think about it…& if I knew wouldn’t that mean there was something thinking…& since I don’t know, how do I know that I’m not thinking about it when I’m not suppose to be thinking about it. *beats head on wall*

ANYWAY…I gotted a package in the mail yesterdays from my Sissy. *grins* She gotted me a book. It’s the Lost Chronicles III from DragonLance…It’s a Raistlin book. *squee*

& today I gotted my boots that I ordered offline…OMGs…I miss zippers already! *laughs* They have steel-toes, and 20 pairs of eyelets to lace up and 5 buckles…It is a lot to get them on and off.

I think we are going to get Sonja a netbook…She’s been using Frank-n-puter, but he’s in really rough shape, and has next to no memory & yeah…After the other night when I shut him down, forced shut-down, I’m not even sure he’ll start back up. (The last two laptops that went down was right after a forced shut-down…They wouldn’t shut down on their own, just froze up…So yeah, I haven’t had the nerve to check yet.)

There was something else…But I can’t remember what the heck it was. *shrugs*

I got a new blankie…It’s a Death Note blankie. It has L on it…It also has Ryuk’s eye…Rem’s eye…& stupid Light. *kicks Light*

I can’t think of anything else right now…Gots to take Reese homes and come back anyways.