First Fight…

1.) Hopefully internet issues will be a thing of the past…The DSL guy came in today and ended up switching out modems…We had a little black box, now we has a bigger grey-ish box…Everything is of connectedness & pages are even loading faster. Yay!

2.) Sonja called from the school this morning wanting me to bring her one of her inhalers…*sigh* She started crying while I was there and saying we wanted to go home. She handed me a sheet of paper which had a letter to Friend of the Court started on it…Yesterday was the first Wed. of this they go to idiot’s crap…I don’t know how Harley is doing (or how his ski trip went yesterday), but Sonja is already miserable. L

3.) First fight done and out of the way…Which is one of those good-thing/bad-thing kind of things, right?  I mean if it’s happened don’t have to worry about having the first fight, it’s done and over with…But the fact that one happened to begin with…But it wasn’t a major thing & we worked through it…It was mostly just needed to learn how each other acts/reacts regarding some things, and working with it…

It’s a sensitive boy…Pisces thing that it is…*pokes at it with sticks* Anyway…When I am unsure of things, I tend to make light of the situation if at all possible, or when faced with doing things that I don’t like to do…This was both of those…1.) I hate guessing, I don’t know why, I just do…Maybe because there is that whole if I guess wrong, then I’m wrong, and I don’t care to be wrong…*shrugs* 2.) As I don’t know for sure what we is (Other than a silly girl whose fallen for an equally silly boy who says he likes her too) I didn’t have any idea what kind of pressie would be on it’s way to me 3.) I hate to guess something in such a situation, and say something that was beyond what the pressie actually is, then worry the other person will think that I wanted something more…I don’t know, I’m sure it’s just my odd thinking. ANYWAY…He wanted me to guess…So I just started making random guesses of silly things. To which I ended up being told that maybe he wouldn’t talk to me until I could be serious. Which yeah…That went over like a lead balloon…Felt like one landed on me actually.

Thing of it is…He was sending me pressie & wanted me to guess, & it meant a great deal to him that he was sending me something (Not that it doesn’t mean a great deal to me, because it does, I just didn’t realize how much it meant to him to be sending me something), and he wanted me to guess, and the not taking it seriously upset him, because it made him feel like it didn’t mean as much to me to be getting something from him and it did to him to be sending something to me…If you could follow that.

So he was upset, and said what he said, which hurt me, because well, I’m me. But we kept talking, even though what I really wanted to do was shut down, close out everything and hide in a hole…But I didn’t…I did my best to hold myself together & stay put. & he realized I was upset & told me why he was upset & we got it all straightened out…& hopefully won’t have to deal with anything like that again. [But I do fully understand that all couples have issues & problems & fights & if they don’t, then they aren’t being honest with themselves or each other…&…Does that really work when you’re not a couple? Suppose it must…Because I don’t think we are a couple…Maybe a non-couple-couple…I don’t know…See, this is why even if they are unnecessarily, labels are sometimes a nice thing to have, as they keep my brain from going WTF?]

My messenger status currently reads: My Cheez-It’s are better than your Cheez-It’s…I can spells with mine 😛

& I can toos…They are Cheez-It Scrabble Junior, and have letters on one side of each Cheez-It. *laughs* Yeah, like I needed one more reason to play with my food.

The DSL guy asked about Harley…I bloody well swear, EVERYONE knows Harley. [The guy was wearing and Alba Wildcats jacket though…So *shrugs* It’s an Alba being small thing I suppose.]

I is tired…I might take a nap…Then do some homework…I still need to come up with some kind of Advocacy thing for Human Growth & Development before the 13th…Did get most of my algebra done last night…As someone made me do my homework while he wandered off to do something else. Which I’ve understood the last couple things better…But I do have a couple problems I need to sort out on the second part of my algebra homework yet.
Need to finish the worksheet & lab sheet for Oceanography…& that sums up homework stuff I guess…It’s weird only having three classes, especially when I started out with five at the beginning of last semester.

Oh yeah…Mum back to work…She went back Monday…I guess they called three or four people back…I’m not sure…I think she said there are at least three people under her as far as seniority goes. *shrugs*

Well…I believes I is off for a while…That nap is sounding better & better…