This, that & the other thing…

I’m so bloody frustrated…*sigh* 
All I want is money & time & &…I don’t know. *sigh* 

Wasil keeps looking up plane tickets, bus tickets, train tickets…& @ this point…I can’t even say ‘Hey, I have this much to work with.’  & Mum was no help when I tried to ask her what I can come up with. I want to go and visit him so badly…& apparently if he keeps looking these things up, he wants me to come down to visit too. I just want to crawl off into a corner and cry my eyes out.

On a couple lighter notes…

Did a little Yule shopping for the Critters (which I know spending money on them is more important than me taking off for a while)…There is next to nothing in the checking…Mum gets another check Wed…But it has to do house paymet & as many other bills…& last for two weeks…As it’s back to unemployment again…I can’t remember if I mentioned it here or not, but she got laid back off again already. They are thinking in Feb. things will pick up again, and if not…In May 6 people will be retiring (they are waiting until then so they can get their 4 weeks vacation…Understandable…But annoying in the same instance). I need to get a couple more things for Harley to get him caught up wtih Sonja…Had hoped for a few more things in general. *shrugs* We will see how it works.

Grades…Didnn’t have Abnormal Psych’s grade up yet…So I still don’t know about that one, but like I said, not too worried about that one.
Pottery: 4.0 (Which we already knew)
Detective Fiction & Ethics came with the same grade…*drum roll*…  3.5s  *grins* I is satisfied.

Grandma’s funeral was today…Seen cousins I haven’t seen in ages…Like since Punker’s funeral…
Was reminded there was one less 2nd cousin…Well not so much one less, as there was a new one too…My cousin Chris has a new squishey, nearly 10 months old…But…Her oldest one is gone…She died sometime in the last few years, I can’t remember when for sure…She was only 16 I think.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be to ‘the house’ again…We are guessing Roy will pretty much inheret it, as he was living there for years anyway…

I’m apparently going out Wednesday…Mum & some of her friends are going to a bar/bowling alley in East Jordan…I’m not as "excited" about it as I should be…Or would of been had it been a couple weeks ago. Mum’s friend Kellie’s son Lee is going to be there. He seen me almost a year ago when he came to get the Slytherin moblie…He liked what he saw…I was dating Todd…So I didn’t even take any kind of notice that he exsisted, beyond handing him something…The title maybe.
NOW…Admittedly I’m distracted again…Mum made a comment today asking if I thought I could go without mentioning Wasil’s name Wednesday night.
I know, as we have no commitment or anything, that I shouldn’t, but I feel a bit guilty about going.

Oh well…I should probably head off to bed soon…I hear sleep is a good thing. *laughs* 
Oh yeah…I’ve started work on changing some things around here…It’ll be a slow process most likely.