Non-Update *EDIT*

As I really know nothing new. *sigh*
What I am doing…Waiting for a phone call. I’m trying to be optimistic about it…But I can’t help the doubt and wonder of whether it’s going to come or not.

Yeah, going to B.C.P. I was almost guaranteed he’d be there…BUT…He was working, so it’s not like he could really talk a whole heck of a lot. (And apparently they had a few orders backed up for pick-up and delivery.)

Did get to talk to him briefly…In which he said he’d meant to call before now…Also that he’s not good with calling or writing. (I wouldn’t of even dreamed of asking him to write…1) I didn’t figure he was much of a writer & 2) I’ve seen his handwriting, I don’t think I could read it if my life depended on it! I think it may be worse than Sonja’s even.)

He said he knows we need to talk. Which could still be an either way thing…Either a ‘Yes, we need to talk, because we are a couple and that’s what couples do.’…OR…‘It’s been great and all, but I don’t think this is working out…Quit stalking me.’ *shrugs*
He said he hasn’t been home much…

I asked him if he missed me at all…He said a little. At least it wasn’t a ‘no’.

Other than that…I got my reading done for Eastern Religions for Tuesday. Now I just need to get two papers written before Monday, as that is when they are due.

So…As of now…I sit & wait & hope & wonder.

*EDIT* No phone call. Somehow I’m not overly surprised. I really just don’t know what to do now. Do I try calling? [He said last night he hasn’t been home much at all.] Do I go back over there again? [It’s not like I can talk to him while he’s at work…And if he’s not at home, I wouldn’t know where else to find him.] *sigh*