At the moment

I should be doing homework…As I have more than my fair share. And I tried, I really did. I just can’t get myself to think. *sigh*

I have two papers due Monday. [Photo History paper & Creative Writing] I got out my notes for the one, and just stared at them.

Had all my homework in a pile by me, and I just laid down on the floor and drifted in and out of consciousness. Which is really what I want to do right now even.

I have about 90 pages to read for Eastern Religions by Tuesday.
I have reading to do for Creative Writing.

I do have my 3-D design homework done though. So that’s something.

I just feel pretty much like a void…I’m agonizing over going to talk to him tonight. What if he doesn’t want me there? What if he doesn’t want to talk to me? What if he was hoping I’d just ‘disappear’? *sigh*

I can’t think…I’m just going to go…