#13 One Year!

Thought about doing the NoJoMo challenge for today (though I guess it’s technically for tomorrow) after seeing it on the Gryffy’s diary…But after going back and looking at the entry. O.o It’s too bloody long!
And re-reading notes. *sighs* Leads to other readings…And thoughts & Blah.
There were notes from Raya! *grins*
& notes from Nell…*sigh* I miss her.
There was something about being stuffed in a trunk and kidnapped, and taken to join the Hot Beverage Coven, and mention of the Tea Witch. [Gods…I even kind of miss him. *laughs*]
*pokes last noter* Dumbarse that he is…Do suppose, though it’s wasted, I miss him on occasion. It’s just he was part of my life for so long. *shakes head* [Note led to diary and happier times…Though not initially so, as he was being a bit of a dumbarse then too. Habit of his, really. *smirks*

Anyway…

I think I’m going to attempt to make it an easy night…I’m attempting to be hopeful, but not too hopeful, as I fear I may be just setting myself up for disappointment. *sigh* I’m hoping for a phone call tonight…Hoping I get to see Todd…I miss him so much. I don’t want to go another week without seeing him, talking to him, being around him.
Weeks to easily turn into months, and months turn into nothingness…And I don’t want to loose him…I don’t want to face that…*attempts to retain mental awareness*

*takes deep breath*
*lets deep breath out*

In Drawing II today, well towards the end of it, made a deal with the ‘devil’. This devil being James…It was ‘I will not say anything negative about my artwork & he won’t poke at Orinda’. If I did say something negative…He threatened twice the poking. O.o
Then I said something in 2-D design about the assignment, and it coming out sucky, or some such…And Reese proceeded to run off to tell James. O.o Though Orinda didn’t get poked at for it…I did get crushed in a bear hug! It nearly killed me!

I need to get to writing…I need something for Creative Writing next week.

*back to the topic of Todd*

I can’t help it, he’s heavily on my mind. I really want to see him…But I’m worried. Worried that he won’t call tonight. Which I know leaves tomorrow night…But I’m afraid he won’t call tomorrow night either. I should of called today and left a message, just so he’d know I called…But I got caught up with colouring during lunch…[The end of said colouring was James & Reese using crayons to colour in my Dark Mark! O.o It’s got a greenish-blue tint, an orange tint, and a grey-ish/silver tint to it currently.]

Oh yeah…I was suppose to celebrate today…It’s the One year anniversary of my divorce being official! *tosses confetti* [Another reason I’d like to see Todd tonight…Celebrate properly.]

Well…My back hurts, so I’m going to go lay on the floor, and see if I can get it to pop back into place…And probably, like I said earlier, call it an early night. I’ve got school work to catch up on this week-end…Which I really need to crack down on those sketchbooks of mine.