A couple pleasant days.

Sunday:
Todd called Sunday between working at Big Boy and B.C.P. Making sure it was still okay to come out if he got out of work before too late.
Called back at around 7:30 PM to ask, again, if it was still okay. Told him yes, and to get over here.

While waiting for him to show up I was gather up firewood, as we were going to roast marshmallows to make some proper S’mores. Somewhere along the lines there was swatting at each other with sticks, and Derrick suggested getting the swords out. *grins*
Derrick and I sparred a bit, then he was showing Raya the ins and outs.

After Todd got here, Raya and I were sparring a bit…She chopped off my sword arm! o.O *laughs* Then proceeded to cut off the fingers of my left hand, causing me to drop my sword. [Amazingly enough, despite the red mark that I had at the time, there is no bruise where she ‘cut’ off my arm. Though I do have a mark on the back of my left hand where the skin was broken.]

After recovering from my battle wounds, I went over to where Todd was sitting in his Blazer, and told him I had a booboo. Which I recieved a shock when he ‘kissed it better’. Was something I would not of expected…Though it was really quite sweet. [Okay, yeah, my heart would of liked to have melted.]

S’mores making got cut a bit short, as the rain started coming down, and sent us all for the house. Still, it was fun & a bit on the funny side. *smiles* It’s the kind of thing that summer is suppose to be about. *nods*

Watched Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer last night. *pokes Doom with sticks* Bloody hell…He’s creepily scary. And, as Raya pointed out, so Cole. *shudders*

*possible TMI
Last night was the first completely both parties unclothed togetherness. (Gods, there has to be a more eloquent way of putting that…But to hell if I can figure out what at this point in time.)
Thing of it is…I’m left with a really odd concept/thought. When did sex not become about sex? I mean, yeah, it’s suppose to be this intimate moment between two people, blah, blah, blah…But even then, I’ve always still been of the mind set it’s about the pleasure derived from it, so it’s still about sex, right?
Last night…It wasn’t so much about the sex…To be honest, my little mental conversations that I have with myself (sometimes at the oddest times), was telling me the sex itself didn’t matter, it was the whole being able to be with someone thusly…It was about being together, being close, not about sex. I just held onto him as tight as I could…Wanting, once more, to tell him how I feel, but not being able to. [Here, I’ve had this ‘moment’…& I haven’t a bloody clue what, if anything, was going through his mind.]
*end of possible TMI…I believe.

Last night was also the first time we really just lay there and talk for a little bit afterwards.
He asked me how many times he’s been over. Told him counting karaoke [The night Raya and Derrick got engaged.], nine. He told me he was afraid of me that night…That I was scary. I guess because I was mostly quiet and kept to myself as much as you can in a crowd. Truth of the matter is…I think I was being a bit cold, as I had my mind set elsewhere, and was afraid of being derailed. *shakes head at self*

Curled up on the futon together, and actually fell asleep that way. Woke up later to find that Harley had curled up at our feet…It was quite a full futon. About 6 in the morning Todd woke up and wandered off to Harley’s room, as the air mattress is more comfortable than the futon (especially a full futon), and the room is quite a bit cooler now too, as the door stays shut.

 Monday:
Todd slept till nearly 12:30, so we didn’t have much time before he had to leave. [He had to go home, wash clothes, wash himself, and be to work by 4 PM…I really need to show him the back way from his house if he stays living there after the end of the month. It wouldn’t save him much time…15 minutes…But every little bit helps.]

We sat on the back porch for a little bit, talking about nothing in particular, every day things…How B.C.P. sucks really. I like their food, but the way they treat their employees, it really sucks.

I walked out to his Blazer with him. I wanted to tell him how I feel…Wanted to ask what we are…What he thinks we are. But…Per usual, couldn’t do it.

He did say that he was going to try and come out in a couple days. He’s got Wednesday and Thursday off from B.C.P., but has to work mornings at Big Boy. But he said something about coming out after working there, to spend some time together…He also said something about actually going and doing something.
There was also talk of going swimming, to which I said it wasn’t warm enough yet…Although it was pretty darn close later…And depending, it might be warm enough at Sand Lake, as that water is pretty much warm, ‘cept where the drop offs are.

Derrick and Harley were having a ‘boy’s day’, playing video games. So Raya declared us girls should all go walking together. Raya, Mum, and I walked…Sonja rode her bike.

Raya and I sparred a bit again this afternoon…Have a nice broken skin mark on the back of my right hand now, to sort of match my left hand, where she cut off my fingers…Then she cut off my left thumb…I got her fingers the same time she got my thumb.
It’s been good to swing swords again. *nods* Much of the funs.

Oh yeah…Among yesterdays feats…Mum changed the heating elements in the water heater…So we should have a house full of happy hot water. It had gotten so I couldn’t even fill up my tub. Granted, I do have a good sized tub, but still…And tonight, most of the household got baths, and as far as I know, no one ran out of hot water. Yay! *tosses confetti*

I think that covers most everything.
Oh yeah…There was S’mores 2.0, which didn’t get rained out, and consited of marshmallow, graham cracker, and chocolatey goodness. Yums.

*skips off*

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Yay for Todd coming to the house and spending time with Sissy! 🙂 I is very much of the happies for you. *hugs* I don’t want you get hurt, && as I keep saying, enjoy the time you have with him, no matter what happens in the future. Enjoy what you have, now, in the present. That’d be cool if he came out again this week, really cool if you two went somewhere together. *nods* <P> *hugs* That is what sex should be about. *kicks the evil boys of Sissy’s past* Hopefully, this is a road to healing for you. *nods* Yay for walkies! *leaves boy at home* *lol* I’m sure they didn’t even notice our absence, either. *lol* Yeah, S’mores are much of the yummies. *HUGS*

May 27, 2008

mmmm..s’mores. Tell Raya to stop cutting off your appendages…you might need them one day. It seems to me that the boy likes you, you like him, you needn’t stress about whats happing between you two (easier to say then to do, I know)

smores are really good also if you.. stick them on a fork and roast them over the stove… electric/gas it doesn’t matter… though i’ve noticed electric makes them prettier. LOL and yay for good days 😀 and thanks for the fire!! *dances*

May 30, 2008

I need to have my first s’more of the spring/summer! Sorry about the loss of your appendages 😉 Hope you recover quickly!

May 31, 2008

Yes…finally talk to him days before I am possibly going way way up north. At least its summer, I can deal with the North in the summer (I hope)