Not so cranky anymore

Okay…I am fully aware that the last two entries were totally sucky. But…I’m feeling of the betters now. *makes note: Quite being so bloody paranoid*

Derrick came home from work Friday night to tell me that Todd told him that he really, really likes me, & that Todd was suppose to be calling me. [Also that Todd was afraid I was mad at him…Being mad would have been less painful. Mad I can deal with…Hurting…*shakes head* It makes me miserable (and most of the people around me miserable too, for having to deal with me).]

Todd did call Friday night. *smiles* We talked for about 40 minutes. Nothing really major, just talking. From the sounds of it he doesn’t plan to move in where he stayed. He said something about waiting and seeing what the end of the month brings (I’m guessing he’s hoping his father doesn’t throw him out after all)…He did say if nothing else he could just camp for a little while.

He also said he needs to stop drinking so much…Maybe he’ll get to following through on that.
 

*needs to find a word to replace ‘also’*

Todd also said that one of these week-ends when his parents are out of town that we’ll all have to come over and party. [Gods…We sound like a bunch of teenagers…Then again, that’s quite normal for me. *laughs*]

Saturday:
Raya and I went and did the usual shopping stuff…And our usual B.C.P. break.
While we were finishing up at Wal-Mart Reese called to see how I was doing. *pokes her with sticks* She is an odd thing, I swear.

Todd was actually the one that brought our wings to us when they were done…He’s actually the one that cooked them too. He came back when we were finishing up and sat down for a couple minutes.
Instead of taking his break out back like they usually do, he came out front with us when we were leaving for the moment. [We had a take-home order we had to get too…But so I didn’t have to stand in line and order Todd said he would put it in when he went back inside.]

So, standing out in front of B.C.P. he gave me a hug, during which I almost slipped at called him mine. Also got a couple quick kisses before he had to go back inside. And…As Raya likes to point out…He insinuated that he and I could put his five minute break to better use. *turns red*

During the conversation outside he said he would see if he could come out Sunday…He didn’t get his B.C.P. schedule turned into Big Boy, so they just scheduled him however they wanted…So he has no days completely off this week. But, on a day that he doesn’t have to work at Big Boy the next morning he could come out. Still, he’ll have to go to B.C.P. the next evening.

*looks around* I still need to do something with this place. Redid my MySpace tonight…*shrugs* It’s not perfect either, but it’s something.

Well…I suppose this is it for this evening…