Pretty much the week

Gods…Here it’s been a long time since a proper update again…Bad habit, I know. Shame on me. [Though after a month, I did finally get RPG updated. *grins*]

Monday, March 24th:
Dominic’s 16th birthday…Didn’t go to school…Took Raya to get her Michigan licence…Took Dominic a single red rose, and blue plastic car [Since this would of been the year for him to get his licence.]

Tuesday, March 25th:
Um…What did happen Tuesday? Had Ethics and Drawing.

Wednesday, March 26th:
English…Got my 2nd essay back, got a 72 on it. So I need to revise the first one and the second one…[Pretty much what Spring break is going to be used for.]

Thursday, March 27th: Astrology Night @ NMC.
Last week James had placed a flyer in front of me for this.
I brought Raya and Derrick to school with me, so they could go as well…I only had Drawing [WooHoo! No Ethics class!]. So, Raya and Derrick got to meet James. When Raya seen him she confirmed my thoughts, he does look like a young Peter. *giggles* [Ah! I’m so cursed and doomed. *laughs*]

Gods…Speaking of cursed and doomed…Between events of the afternoon, James got quite tired of the whole me telling people not to tell him what they were beginning to tell him. [All of the whole random thoughts thing and what not.] He actually told me he wasn’t going to talk to me anymore, until he was told what was going on. He did actually quite talking to me, I want to say it was 10-15 minutes, but it was probably more like 5-10. But, yeah…It was agonizing, I did have tears forming. Reese asked him if she told him what was going on, if he would talk to me again, to which he said yes. So she told him she’d tell him after class…Then I said, no, I would do it after class.
[Going over how I was going to attempt to do it as painlessly as possible…I used the whole Raven/Peter roleplay connection, and pointed out to Reese that he looked like a young Peter…To which she also agreed.]

Anyway…After class while walking to the cars, I hung back to talk to James. *falls over* Did use roleplay as a good excuse…It went something along the lines that he bears a striking resemblance to a younger version of the guy Raven tends to end up with. Though didn’t quite get to telling him it was Peter. & pretty much that my random thoughts were most likely thoughts his boyfriend wouldn’t appreciate me having about him. To which he answered that his boyfriend knows he’s devoted to him. So basically…James knows I like him now, and all is still fine with the world. Even said we could still hug, and I gotted a hug. Did try to invite him to Chinese [As we (Raya, Derrick, and myself) had decided to forego Burger King for Chinese]…But, he was suppose to be meeting his partner somewhere for food.
He asked if we were going to Astrology night…I attempted to say I wasn’t sure, and James proceeded to tell me I was going, that I pretty much had to. [Bossy boy anyway.]

Went to Chinese, it was good…It’s always good.

Went to Astrology night…They told everyone what planets are in what signs, and all that fun stuff, and a bit of what it means. Learned why James refers to his partner as his partner instead of his boyfriend…He’s an old man! [So explains the whole ‘Age doesn’t really matter’ line of thought he’d shared with me a few weeks back.] Gods…It’s so bloody wrong. *cries* And he’s not even an attractive old man, he’s just old, and *shudders* *sigh* We [Raya, Derrick, and myself again], all agreed that James could do so much better. [Yeah, like we’d be expected to think differently…But still…I know, I know…In the long run, as long as he’s happy, that is the important part. But…Ahhhh!]

[Yeah…Excuse that whole sounding really petty stuff…It’s just a rant-ish thing of frustration. I’d be saying the same things if it was some girl too.]

One thing I don’t get…James says Harry (or Henry…Can’t recall for sure what he called him), knows he’s devoted, and that there is nothing wrong with still sharing hugs. Yet…The hugs I get when in front of said old man are not quite the same as the hugs I get when the man is not around.

Reese and her sister went to Astrology night too, then came out here afterwards, where we all proceeded to beat on one another…Funs.

Friday, March 27th:
Took the Critters to get their hair cut…They both got more than half chopped off. o.O

Raya and I went to do the weekly shopping…Which also meant food at B.C.P. Since Derrick was suppose to be working, and Tony was working. [When we got there it was to Derrick pulling out of the driveway, as they had let him go early…So he came back and ate with us, then went shopping with us too.]

Admittedly, I’m getting disheartened. I know fully well I don’t need a man in my life to be happy…And I am my usual state of happy most of the time. I just keep getting these moments of anticipation built up, only to have them crumble around me. I just would really like to have someone to spend a bit of time with, perhaps a bit of attention that I can’t get elsewhere. [Thought my brain formed: I’ve gotten further with a gay guy with a boyfriend than I have with the straight guy who I am continuously told is suppose to like me. *falls over* Someone just shoot me and get it over with.]

Oh yesh…Raya and I played a prank on Derrick last night, it was great fun. *grins* Though he didn’t seem like he appreciated it as much…I don’t understand why. *giggles*

Saturday, March 28th: This Place Reserved [As it’s up to today now, and I have to wait for the Medieval Banquet tonight to fill in such.

Anyway, aside from that. Dan called to see if he could take the Critters to his grandmother’s 75th birthday on Sunday…I asked about Spring Break…He said something about them changing his hours and work, and babbled a bunch of stuff I already knew, and couldn’t care less about, about the possible fate(s) of the shop he’s working at…And pretty much said he didn’t know if he would be able to take them for the week after all. Which suits me just fine for the most part, though I do need to get a couple things sorted out. I know Sonja would much rather be here than be there…Harley seemed like he like the idea of not having to go a bit more than having to go when I told him he probably would be getting to stay home all week.

*skips off momentarily* I shall return!

*has returned*

The food was good.
The watching of the fighting was good. [Got the Viking fighting – most of it anyway – on tape.]

My head hurts, and I can’t really think of what else to say about it right now…Though I did get to see one of the guys I went to school with that I hadn’t seen in ages.