Should of seen it coming.

*stares at Ancient Runes Essay #2* Bloody hell & Damn it! It was staring at me a little more than a week before…And I missed it. *kicks the rune Othila* The Rune of Separation folks…Drawn out when I was preparing to start work on the essay…There it was…Trying to warn me. Yet…I managed to ignore it wonderfully. [Too much of trying to see the RPG connections, and NOT looking at what connections there could be to real life I suppose. *sigh*]

And as I continue to write up the essay, I come across Nauthiz…Which details a bit of what part of my entry was about last night…They all continue to ring true as I make it through the 5…Save perhaps Gebo at the beginning…Not sure what point that one serves.

Okay…Thank you Universe for the Wake-Up call. Next time…Be a little bit more forward, and a little bit more nice about it! Did you have to take away one of my best friends? The friend I’ve had the longest? Why can’t you just do things simply and nicely, and leave me bloody well happy and content…Oh wait…I suppose happy and content wouldn’t get me to do anything…Still…*sigh*…Couldn’t there have been another way?

So yeah…Apparently (as if I didn’t really already know it, just being lazy about it) I have some ME work to do. Still…I’m just not sure how I’m suppose to go about this. I’d ask if anyone had any thoughts or ideas…But I get the feeling this is one of those things I have to do/figure out, on my own. *sigh* I’m not good at this…I need guidance…Someone to tell me what I’m suppose to be doing. I can start out all right, with good thoughts, and good intentions…But…*shakes head* Then life and things get in the way, and bit by bit, I slip back into old habits, neglecting what I need to do…*thinks* I’ve got this article on spirituality somewhere…I’m pretty sure I transferred it to this computer when I was transferring things. Perhaps that is somewhere to start…I’ve got to do something after all…Right?

On another totally unrelated note. Got gas royalty check yesterday. *grins* Prittiful ones…Between mine and the Pet’s (as there is no bloody way in hell he’s getting ‘his’), I’ve got a bit over $180.00! *is going to get the first season of Avatar* [Still wishing season two was out…But…*sigh*…They are most likly going to take their time with that one…As it just ended not that long ago.] *impateintly waits for season three to start* *pokes Zuko with a stick* You had better redeem yourself! *hugs Iroh* Zuko doesn’t mean to be a putz…He just can’t help himself.

Mum says that the car should be able to get out of the driveway tomorrow…Perhaps, if the weather is playing nicely, I’ll get out of the house…Go do something. I need out…Need some air…Or something…I don’t know. *slight laugh*

Anyway…yeah, still not getting to Katara…Can’t help myself…I got…Er…Sidtracked. *laughs* That, and YouTube keeps cutting my downloading off in the middle.

Iroh Tribute

 

Cha Cha Slide: DJ Iroh

 

We are the Champions

 

So yeah…I’m off to eat my past 11 pizza…I guess I found my appetite again.

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Hah! Don’t you love how the universe tends to cosmically kick your arse? *giggles and huggles*

I will come back tomorrow and note this entry. The thoughts are there and they seem like they could be helpful, but I can’t articulate them in my current state of mental and emotional exhaustion. *HUGS*

you just need a big hug. /big hug. Chris

Pizza past 11 tastes so much better. Trust me on that one.

January 28, 2007

pizza is the cure for everything. that, and chocolate. ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

January 28, 2007

we are the champions

January 28, 2007

ahhhh tis we are the champions again! Wooo for Ancient Runes…. tis hard…. but coolies xoxo

January 28, 2007

hooray for gas royalty cheque! moneyyyyyyyyyy lots of you tubes lol xxx

January 29, 2007

*hugs you* yeah, i wish the universe would help me out too. unfortunately no one is talking to me either.

*kicks distances as well* They all bloody well suck. *shoots them with shotgun* *prods boy warily* Errmmm… I hope he’ll not be e-vile either. *looks at map with you* we’ll get him in his sleep if he is…. *giggles* *huggles* *kicks January and calls out February* Come out, come out, wherever you are!!!

*thinks* You know, even though it might’ve came out indecipherable, at least something could’ve been gained, surely. Now, I don’t know what I wanted to tell you. But, I do know you’re strong enough to go about this, and ’tis important you do. *nods* Can’t remain unhappy, doesn’t bode well for you or even those closest to you. We want to see you succeed and be happy! It’s a struggle at timesbut try hard not to slip back. I know that’s a struggle in itself, but good things will come if you keep fighting and hoping. Never give up. *hugs*

January 29, 2007
January 30, 2007

I hate cold and snow… It’s EVIL. I’m ready for some nice hot weather.. Yes I am. I need some money 🙁 Hard to get some access to it with just counter checks and no ATM card. Places don’t like counter checks.